Sorry to hear about your situation. There is the anabolic effect (growth, muscle development and contour) and the androgenic effect. Most people I have come across who are building are primarily concerned with growth and bulking up. These anabolic steroids work with the protein receptors; increasing RNA. These drugs can decrease circulation, have effects on the heart, and increase nitrogen retention. I am sure you are familiar with what they do to the organs.
I am not sure what type you are using, but I am assuming you are at this point looking for an alternative to help detox and transition to a more natural process. Have you looked into the raw foods diet? I was really researching diets for training and during my pregnancies. I remember going through this period of trying to figure out the whole protein bit and it was quite interesting what I saw with my approach as a vegetarian at the time. I read that book Diet for a New America and in there it talked about some Iron Man competitors who were vegetarian. I was like no way can they pull this off because I assumed the protein assimilation was less with a diet like that. Then I started reading about what the body really needs for protein...and where they can get these nutrients in a dense form. In John Robbins book he talks about how Schwarzneigger says that people tend to go overboard with intakes of 50 to 70 %protein which is really not necessary- suggesting eating one gram of protein for every 2lbs of body weight. 160 lb guy=80g (p.187)
http://www.vrg.org/nutrition/protein.htm
I am not trying to promote vegan/vegetarian or raw foods diet exclusively; however, I was completely vegan with my youngest son and he is and was in excellent health. I felt great too. Most of the people that I know on raw foods diets (who are very responsible and not fanatical about it) are extremely healthy, with a lot of endurance/energy.
When you eat more raw foods you are preserving the nutrients in the food. It is a great benefit to clean and thin the blood... I actually met a guy who had prostate cancer who lived on this diet for 12 years and was able to eliminate the cancer just by his diet and with out drugs.
For a person who has an addictive personality, any extreme changes are not healthy. I think that changing your diet over time and not fast extreme detoxes are wiser. There needs to be a healthy balance.
As for the alcohol, I do not see a serious problem with an occasional drink. Mixing this with drugs is obvious like you have stated. I had some friends that got the same satisfaction from Kombucha.
RNA/ DNA:
http://rawfooddiettips.com/honoring...japanese-gujarati-bengali-and-korean-edition/
this is a cool link...I have heard some arguments that cooking foods actually damages the structure of the RNA.
Anyway..hope this helps a little. If you want some links I can post them for you.