And this is what hopelessness feels like.
I need a break and I need one now.
Have you heard about getting a kit kat bar?
Seriously, I'm sorry you are feeling this way. I'll keep you in prayer and remember that in times like this is when God may be trying to tell you or show you something....how exciting is that? I know a month ago I felt so depressed and not myself, but then I realized God needed me to completely vulnerable to show me something. Now, I've got a great friend at work, new car, renewing relationships with my family, and most importantly my renewed relationship with Christ. If I didn't face what I have, I don't believe I would be where I'm at and actually be me again.
Just keep your light shining and fight like a girl...with so much tenacity and authority that God gave you because God did in fact fight for you, he sent his son to die so that we have a way out of this vicious cycle. You are a beautiful and precious daughter to him and when you feel hopeless he will give you a hope and peace that is only through him and that feels so incredible...trust me..if you ever need to talk, you know where to find me girly