Thank you for sharing your testimony Natania. Overcoming abuse in any shape or form takes great courage. I too was violated at a very young age. Sexually, physically, and mentally. I don't share my story with many but at the same time share it openly when the Spirit urges me to do so (isn't it funny how we can recognize it in others - we recognize our own).
I find myself getting a little emotional right now. Sometimes I can share and be very matter-of-fact other times I feel that lump forming in my throat knowing that sharing this time won't be so easy. My earliest memory of sexual abuse was at around 5. My biological father placed me on my grandfather's lap and watched as he began to french kiss me. As I struggled, he just watched. When my grandfather decided he was done violating my mouth, he asked if I liked it. That is as far as that particular memory will allow me to remember but I do know this was the catalyst of innocence lost. There are several gaps in the memory of my young life that I feel God has sealed to protect my psyche and my heart. As tragic as the instances that I recall were, it was through them and through the power of God's love and grace that I am the thankful, the tear stained, the war-torned, the survivor, the overcomer, the victor, the humbled, the woman I am today.
God bless you dear sister for sharing your story. May your testimony and voice continue to be the healing and hope to those suffering in silence and your victory be the confirming witness and reminder to those who have overcome! (((hugs))) from one survivor to another.