I have been feeling called into ministry but because of my wife and kids I have sacrificed my calling to uphold the promise and covenant I made in marriage to support my wife. But ever since I started to meet with my preacher one on one once a week. My calling only grew louder. Lately my life with the direction I am going in the Job I have now is only producing pain and it seems everything is against the direction I am trying to maintain. All I want to do is do the will of God. I have prayed for guidance and understanding. And maybe I have got it so clearly but I am scared to make that move. Because of the back problems and trying to remain at my blue collar job has really tested my family. We are to the point where we cant miss a paycheck and if we do then it's a choice to pay the house, car and insurance and shut off everything else. I am young and need advice. My faith may be weak in these hard times but I still believe God will prevail. I want to answer my calling but also I want my wife and Kids to have at least the necessities. My calling would insist on me going back to college in which they do not help me financially because I make too much. Here soon though I may have no choice but to quit my job if nothing helps my back. I need encouragement.