For me it has been my emotional and intellectual and spiritual state.
I am more cynical, not overly cynical, just I was not like that when I was younger. I also pick up more accurately and quicker what people are about. I have a much clearer picture of what life is about. I have also learned I can't do much consistent good on my own. I need Jesus. I am more content now. I am ten times more sensitive. Last, I have a sadness and weariness about this world I did not have when I was younger.
I am more cynical, not overly cynical, just I was not like that when I was younger. I also pick up more accurately and quicker what people are about. I have a much clearer picture of what life is about. I have also learned I can't do much consistent good on my own. I need Jesus. I am more content now. I am ten times more sensitive. Last, I have a sadness and weariness about this world I did not have when I was younger.