Acceptable? Who are you that you tell your maker what is acceptable? Do you think the creator of the universe is going to go by your human understanding of what is acceptable? Swallow your pride, and do not tell God what is acceptable. He made you, He made everything you ever experience on a daily basis. He gave you life, He can take it away. He has His reasons, don't worry about that. God is just, and just because you fail to see that, does not mean it is unfair. Humanity has fallen from grace, but Jesus made it possible to come to Gods grace by dying on the cross. Do not question God, His ways are not our ways, His ways are way beyond what we might think is fair.