The holy spirit

[JIMBO43]

What gets me is peter know my hurts i have mentioned about my scars of not being loved by my father... i blame the enemy but still i have a hard understanding why someone would go through with the actions that he went through with me..


When i see this clip of the father watching his child always watching his son does not come to no harm it breaks my heart that some fathers would not... i had it only in part and not in full... However would i do the same,,,,absolutely not my father actually tried to kill me several times to destroy evidence...... he made me jump into a tigers den when i was 4 i survived but he just stood there and watched whilst i saw of a snow leaopard coz he raped me when i was 3 he made climb buildings told me jump in front of cars he did everything he could to kill me as a child and make it look like accidental death..

he was throthing at the mouth one day when i was 11 he said ive done everything i can to kill you why cant i kill you you little bastard.. i was terified of him.... on another acaison he tried to make me satand on a live railway line he was following me with his tape recorder that could send a wirless signal to a tiny small device he had planted in my ear... telling me to save the world and stand on a live railway line... coz he knew i knew stuffabout him that would one day come out...


I still have a hard time dealing with the hurt of this but i know it satan who had a hold of him.. there is nothing we can do to stop this oonly wait... but im sure God saved my life manytimes...

so i dont like to speak about it all publicy but peter keeps on suggestiong that somehow its all my fault ? for not being mature in heart enough to react properly he labels me a physopath por how ever you spell that...

Anyway how would he know how long the heart would take to heal from theese wounds..... and why would i be a physopath for being traumatised by this ?

 

[JIMBO43]

actually i think the son did survive this is the ending at the start of this clip full video.. this is how a father should be..

[video=youtube;Td_tp-qtqxw]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Td_tp-qtqxw[/video]

 

[mj007]

Peter for all it's worth I think you say some good things and they come from a good place. You are discerning and I agree with you on a lot of what you discern. Have you noticed that the people who attack, judge, belittle, tend to be American? I guess that would account for in the world too, and it tells you a little about their culture. It's the way they are brought up to think that Americans are exceptional. They think they are superior to the truth, but will accuse you of being such. It's not intentional but simply a lack of self-awareness, if only they could see what they do, because they don't see it. You could say, they know not what they do. And again they will be the ones accusing you of that.

To me, you are just sharing your opinions and views, you don't see yourself as superior. You try to be kind, sometimes it might come out wrong, just like it might with all of us. But as soon as it comes out wrong, they pick on that like a bully picks on a victim. To certain people 'they never say anything wrong' do they? You can never make them question or take back their words. It's kind of insane if you ask me, and far from holy spirit. There are too many bad apples here which is why I'm not here so much. You try to be positive; and negative, pessimistic, or, rigid people attack you.

7 out of 10 Americans take at least one prescription drug. But they would probably answer that as not being an underlying problem, but that God is helping people through these drugs. I'm not against Americans, I'm just wary that they tend to have underlying issues. It would be nice here, if they could observe their choice of words, and their intentions especially, and the evil that is at work when they try to distort peoples words - instead of defiling a place which should bring us all closer to God as one family.

 

[JIMBO43]

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[JIMBO43]

Peter for all it's worth I think you say some good things and they come from a good place. You are discerning and I agree with you on a lot of what you discern. Have you noticed that the people who attack, judge, belittle, tend to be American? I guess that would account for in the world too, and it tells you a little about their culture. It's the way they are brought up to think that Americans are exceptional. They think they are superior to the truth, but will accuse you of being such. It's not intentional but simply a lack of self-awareness, if only they could see what they do, because they don't see it. You could say, they know not what they do. And again they will be the ones accusing you of that.

To me, you are just sharing your opinions and views, you don't see yourself as superior. You try to be kind, sometimes it might come out wrong, just like it might with all of us. But as soon as it comes out wrong, they pick on that like a bully picks on a victim. To certain people 'they never say anything wrong' do they? You can never make them question or take back their words. It's kind of insane if you ask me, and far from holy spirit. There are too many bad apples here which is why I'm not here so much. You try to be positive; and negative, pessimistic, or, rigid people attack you.

7 out of 10 Americans take at least one prescription drug. But they would probably answer that as not being an underlying problem, but that God is helping people through these drugs. I'm not against Americans, I'm just wary that they tend to have underlying issues. It would be nice here, if they could observe their choice of words, and their intentions especially, and the evil that is at work when they try to distort peoples words - instead of defiling a place which should bring us all closer to God as one family.

im sorry but i dont agree great britain was the country who founded america.... truly we grew there country and expanded it read your history..

 

[PeterJens]

so i dont like to speak about it all publicy but peter keeps on suggestiong that somehow its all my fault ? for not being mature in heart enough to react properly he labels me a physopath por how ever you spell that...

Anyway how would he know how long the heart would take to heal from theese wounds..... and why would i be a physopath for being traumatised by this ?

Jim, I do not say this is your fault or you are a psychopath.

There is definately confusion here. You have had a very disturbed and unusual childhood.
I do not have an answer or experience with someone in your type of situation. I do know Christ
does bring healing and release.

So I hope you can find this in Him. From just the summary of what you have described, counselling
would definately be advisable. God bless you

 

[JIMBO43]

i think satan got jelouse that the father was having a relationship with us that he decided the morning star to have his relationship with us..

meaning just as God want a relationship with us so does satan and hes jelouse

 

[JIMBO43]

Jim, I do not say this is your fault or you are a psychopath.

There is definately confusion here. You have had a very disturbed and unusual childhood.
I do not have an answer or experience with someone in your type of situation. I do know Christ
does bring healing and release.

So I hope you can find this in Him. From just the summary of what you have described, counselling
would definately be advisable. God bless you

ive had it allready and im over it... thanks but all im saying it is the enemy will often remind us of hurts and past hurts like you quite often do im begininng to regret even speaking to you peter.. pretty ingnorant you are peter..

 

[JIMBO43]

my story can helps other im told that me still standing by God and his ways is a testimony and that forgivness is still in my heart coz i can still forgive my father.

Its a case that i have had to and not wanted to..

however peter you make out i still have a problem and i shouls see a shrink.. the only problem is you making me out to have one...

thats because your ignorant.. god bless you to i mean that too

 

[JIMBO43]

Next someone will probably say i should have some frigging meds or something i say you know what screw you ass ole

 

[limey410]

What gets me is peter know my hurts i have mentioned about my scars of not being loved by my father... i blame the enemy but still i have a hard understanding why someone would go through with the actions that he went through with me..


When i see this clip of the father watching his child always watching his son does not come to no harm it breaks my heart that some fathers would not... i had it only in part and not in full... However would i do the same,,,,absolutely not my father actually tried to kill me several times to destroy evidence...... he made me jump into a tigers den when i was 4 i survived but he just stood there and watched whilst i saw of a snow leaopard coz he raped me when i was 3 he made climb buildings told me jump in front of cars he did everything he could to kill me as a child and make it look like accidental death..

he was throthing at the mouth one day when i was 11 he said ive done everything i can to kill you why cant i kill you you little bastard.. i was terified of him.... on another acaison he tried to make me satand on a live railway line he was following me with his tape recorder that could send a wirless signal to a tiny small device he had planted in my ear... telling me to save the world and stand on a live railway line... coz he knew i knew stuffabout him that would one day come out...


I still have a hard time dealing with the hurt of this but i know it satan who had a hold of him.. there is nothing we can do to stop this oonly wait... but im sure God saved my life manytimes...

so i dont like to speak about it all publicy but peter keeps on suggestiong that somehow its all my fault ? for not being mature in heart enough to react properly he labels me a physopath por how ever you spell that...

Anyway how would he know how long the heart would take to heal from theese wounds..... and why would i be a physopath for being traumatised by this ?

WOW!!! Dear Lord! That is a testimony to your faith in our Father Jimbo.

That you have become something other than what the devil had planned for you. Our God is awesome, I am so happy that He brought you out of that nightmare and you are where you are today. Keep on keeping on man, God loves you deeply. He is a good good Father.

 

[JIMBO43]

WOW!!! Dear Lord! That is a testimony to your faith in our Father Jimbo.

That you have become something other than what the devil had planned for you. Our God is awesome, I am so happy that He brought you out of that nightmare and you are where you are today. Keep on keeping on man, God loves you deeply. He is a good good Father.

Its been a long battle which is why we must not condem people so quickly when there motives dont fit in with you and of corse telling people there condemmed all the time and that its all self inflicted as god gives you a new heart..

Ok i guess he doesnt mend a broken one either ? and its our fault where not producing fruits and we will go to hell

 

[JIMBO43]

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[limey410]

Its been a long battle which is why we must not condem people so quickly when there motives dont fit in with you and of corse telling people there condemmed all the time and that its all self inflicted as god gives you a new heart..

Ok i guess he doesnt mend a broken one either ? and its our fault where not producing fruits and we will go to hell

Yes, God fully understands what you went through, He was there with you, even when you didn't know. He felt the hurt and the pain and knows your struggle.

He also knows your heart, and He knows what is in there.

Honestly I cannot blame you for not forgiving your dad, my wife went through horrible experiences with sexual abuse when she was a small child, and to this day has not fully forgiven the man that did it.

BUT God. He is in the midst of it, she fully understands the true Gospel of Jesus Christ and fully understands that her salvation is NOT dependent on what that monster did to her in her childhood and that God will not force her to forgive him. She may in time, and it would be beneficial for her to forgive, but that ain't a deal breaker.

Her salvation is secure. She will always be with Her good good Father, now and forever.

 

[PeterJens]

Its been a long battle which is why we must not condem people so quickly when there motives dont fit in with you and of corse telling people there condemmed all the time and that its all self inflicted as god gives you a new heart..
Ok i guess he doesnt mend a broken one either ? and its our fault where not producing fruits and we will go to hell

Jim, I am sorry about your past. One way of pushing this away is linking people to it
and then pushing them away as if others know, when clearly we do not. If you did not
have an issue you could handle any comment in a balanced way.

I can share about my dad because it no longer hurts and the Lord has healed me. I hope
and pray you are in the same place.

Two things in us which are so very hard for us to face.
1. We love our parents no matter who they are or where because that is how we are made
2. If we can see them as fallen failed sinner sin need of Gods love, deputising the love God
has for us, sometimes failing badly and sometimes doing ok.

It is so very hard to realise we need a mum and dad and that will never change.
It took me years to understand this contradiction, because I exist because of their fallen and
failed love, yet the life I have is because of them.

 

[JIMBO43]

Jim, I am sorry about your past. One way of pushing this away is linking people to it
and then pushing them away as if others know, when clearly we do not. If you did not
have an issue you could handle any comment in a balanced way.

I can share about my dad because it no longer hurts and the Lord has healed me. I hope
and pray you are in the same place.

Two things in us which are so very hard for us to face.
1. We love our parents no matter who they are or where because that is how we are made
2. If we can see them as fallen failed sinner sin need of Gods love, deputising the love God
has for us, sometimes failing badly and sometimes doing ok.

It is so very hard to realise we need a mum and dad and that will never change.
It took me years to understand this contradiction, because I exist because of their fallen and
failed love, yet the life I have is because of them.

do you know what peter but are you a shrink ?... coz God is my counseller not you. he is wonderful couseller chief counseller we dont need shrinks in our face when we dont ask for couselling...

I just get the fealing you are this breed of people who think they can be allmighty counseller.. ?

 

[JIMBO43]

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[dcontroversal]

do you know what peter but are you a shrink ?... coz God is my counseller not you. he is wonderful couseller chief counseller we dont need shrinks in our face when we dont ask for couselling...

I just get the fealing you are this breed of people who think they can be allmighty counseller.. ?

Seeing the light bro with ole petey....................feeling the frustration that most have felt when dealing with him mate

No worries he called me a psychopath and a few other names as well..........consider the source Jim.......he is the only one I have ever blocked...all the heat and heated discussion I have had with people on here and he is the only one.................now you know why!

 

[JIMBO43]

so peter does the holy spirit convict you befor you sin ?

 

[JIMBO43]

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