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Well, recently i was backsliding, in Fornication. I know its not Good, i was in the navy and messed Up. I was asking the Lord to deliver me, i cryed out, but i still would be consumed. I read in a scriptue that, God will cleanse us if i forsake it, and repent. But i heard that we can not repent without the help of God. And so as i tried to repent, I got sick, Not an STD, but just a breathing problem, like being chocked up, kind of painful. It made me not want to smoke, or drink, or hang out with friends, and put me back in church, with the fear of the Lord and back in my studies, and praying more, and worshipping more. I have turned from all those sins, i could not get from before. My question is, was this just a coincidence, or did i repent on my own, or did God plan this? I still feel sick though, even though i repented, could this be chastisement for my sins? I have only been a Christian for 3 years, please explain.
Im Truly Sorry to the Lord, and Im scared, I want to be close to Him. I never wanted to go out in the world.. its so tempting, girls put some clothes on!!! Now i will stick my head in the word. But i want to know if God is with me in this, or am i just imagining, and he forsaken me?
Im Truly Sorry to the Lord, and Im scared, I want to be close to Him. I never wanted to go out in the world.. its so tempting, girls put some clothes on!!! Now i will stick my head in the word. But i want to know if God is with me in this, or am i just imagining, and he forsaken me?