Well I thought I had a good case of obsessive behavior .But It seemed to work out .So in the trash can ,My bible and all my notes,To the dump They went. And I would be finished with it.Well it do's not work out that easy.
It was still in my head ,Could not get it out. I would have this thing working in my head at night ,all day ,all hours of the night. That put me on sleeping pills ,and What I call calm me down pills ,Four of them a night.And I still could not sleep,driving my wife crazy tossing and turning ,and I could not get any peace night after night.I just had to write it all again.
Well I did this at least three times.Some times 20 hours a day ,and night.When I had it on paper I could cut it down to ten hours Then five . So What do I do ,Tossed it all in the dump, So what doe's that do, makes me write it all again .
I don't think I could Tell any body if it was not for the computer. Well that is how Revelation came to me .Do's that make any sence . walt2000