Ive never known a whole brotherhood christian site say goodbye to a brother who has worked tyerlessy to gain a brother and speak truth get so ignored as i have here.... ..to not say goodbye to a brother is like saying couldnt care less....
Im deeply hurt that my brothers would not even say goodbye to me...
not even speak truth with me.
its as always been my hope that one day ill be walking with yas anyways so the hurt is overcome by love for me.
my only hope of justice lies within the kingdom my hope is that my brothers would see me walking with them and no im the victim in what happend behind closed doors that no one had seen makes my life of being so much harder to proof to you call that my life has been cruel since day day one bullied and mentally tortured...
i should also let you all know that me being labelled a peodophile statred from the age of nine years old...
my best friend of eleven years old called me one face to face when i was nine years old micheal farrel.. he claimed i had done something to a little girl.....
because by brother david wh was 7 claimed i had done something to him the little girl in question never went out of the house for 2 years i got beatings of her older brother and didnt know why...
i grew up in the toughest niegbor hood in britain...
you can imagine the beatings i must of took as a young frightend hild who had also been raped by a verry demon possessed man
i really dont see how any of this was my fault...
at 9 years old ive just remembered running out of a room scared say to an evil voice which i know to be my day voice saying leave me alone imy brother is frightened..,
and that i dont wat to do what your asking...
my father was planting bugs in our ears scaring me into doing something i didnt understandd...
i was hated from that day on because un be known to me my father planting the same bugs in my brother ears making him be scared of me more and hating me more...
since then my life changed and no one ever actually sat me down and told me why...
i just carried on thinking how to survive all the beatings that took place on me afterwards...
i would also like you to all know i am innoccent and i someone who was bullied into this...
anyways my hope full brother im barely alive as it is as i grew up the same as that little girl thinking the same that someone else had someone else had done it...
i took her home right after i found her crying too which breaks my heart even further...age just nine years old...
everyone in the street where i grew up thought it was...
i nerly died last year from a massive overdose.....
nyhows goodbye guys and good luck ... im to hurt that brothers would call me a peodo to i haven spoke hardly to day...
im devistated and even been in floods of tears ... my father damaged me...