it's a very hard thing to conceive, but no, we really didn't kill Him'
He 'sacrificed Himself for us, long before we even knew what He would do,
or have any idea of what His plans were, or of what we were doing to Him...
but, once He 'enlightens' us to exactly what He has really and actually done
for the likes of us, we have a great 'debt', of Love and Appreciation, Obedience,
that we can't help but to 'repay' in our humble thankfulness and everlasting gratitude,..
it's a 'super-natural-thing'...