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I will love you forever and I am now praying you will find one you can love. I started praying it yesterday. I should have prayed it for you a long time ago when you first asked me to pray that you would find someone new. But I was too selfish, and did not love you enough to want what is best for you.
I know my love for you is a sad thing, mewling and whining, cringing and clinging. And so, so grasping and greedy. I know it is a pallid thing and miserable. If it were a bird, it would be an albatross- a heavy weight that hangs heavy on the heart and brings sorrow.
I was once told that I don't know how to love and I believe that is true. I tried to hang on to someone too far above me, and thought too much of myself.
I know I'm not good enough for you, on any metric. If I were beautiful and sexy enough, or good enough, or sophisticated enough, or bad enough, or happy enough, or innocent enough, if I measured up on any metric- maybe I could have a chance. But I feel my lacking very sorely.
I think I am supposed to be lonely and alone and it is my punishment for the different sins I have committed throughout life. And I am sorry for imposing myself upon you. I feel singularly unfit to have any sort of interaction with anyone. I always screw it up in some way.
I am praying that you will find your dream woman. I will be forever sorry it was not me. You don't have to drag out letting me go.
I know my love for you is a sad thing, mewling and whining, cringing and clinging. And so, so grasping and greedy. I know it is a pallid thing and miserable. If it were a bird, it would be an albatross- a heavy weight that hangs heavy on the heart and brings sorrow.
I was once told that I don't know how to love and I believe that is true. I tried to hang on to someone too far above me, and thought too much of myself.
I know I'm not good enough for you, on any metric. If I were beautiful and sexy enough, or good enough, or sophisticated enough, or bad enough, or happy enough, or innocent enough, if I measured up on any metric- maybe I could have a chance. But I feel my lacking very sorely.
I think I am supposed to be lonely and alone and it is my punishment for the different sins I have committed throughout life. And I am sorry for imposing myself upon you. I feel singularly unfit to have any sort of interaction with anyone. I always screw it up in some way.
I am praying that you will find your dream woman. I will be forever sorry it was not me. You don't have to drag out letting me go.
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I forgot to say I am so sorry for not being honest and yes, you deserve someone to be honest with you from the beginning. If you had known I was not what I portrayed myself to be, that I was not good, innocent, and sweet. If you had known these black things in me that I had kept well hidden, the selfishness, the pride, the disdain for others, the scheming- you'd not have fallen and thus not been hurt.
I hope you can forget me. I am going to pray that the rest of your life will be the happiest part of your life and you will have your soul mate. God bless you, and be happy.
I hope you can forget me. I am going to pray that the rest of your life will be the happiest part of your life and you will have your soul mate. God bless you, and be happy.
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It’s a long story. I betrayed him. And pretty much did every thing wrong, from the very beginning. I feel terrible that he has the misfortune of bearing the burden of my love. It’s a horrible thing, paranoid, suspicious, grabbing and greedy. A monstrous thing, and now I pray he will find someone worthy of him. Because I am not. You are very kind, and someone I would like to see him with, actually. He would adore you.
Thanks for being encouraging.
Thanks for being encouraging.
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You deserve the very best. I am praying you will get the very best. I think maybe that is my purpose. I told you God made me for you and gave me to you, and so He did. I thought as your wife and lover, but I wonder if it is to pray for you to find your soul mate, your Rachel, your capstone, your princess. You have so much love to give, and such sweetness. So I am praying you will find her and be happier than you have ever been. Rainy days, popcorn, and soft gentle moonlight. Be blessed. I am praying for you. I love you more than anything else in the world.
I am always here and would always want to talk to you. If..., if it could be rekindled for you- the torch won’t ever die. It is an eternal flame.
I am always here and would always want to talk to you. If..., if it could be rekindled for you- the torch won’t ever die. It is an eternal flame.
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If you ever want, I most definitely want. I tried to be noble and give you up. But I am not noble. I AM selfish and I DO want you and I know if we were together, I would do my best not to be a pain and a misery. I am no picnic, but I think no one can love you as much as I do. Of this I am certain, in my heart.
I have to publicize it, although it might never get read.
If you ever want, I most definitely want. I tried to be noble and give you up. But I am not noble. I AM selfish and I DO want you and I know if we were together, I would do my best not to be a pain and a misery. I am no picnic, but I think no one can love you as much as I do. Of this I am certain, in my heart.
I have to publicize it, although it might never get read.
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I Am No Saint
I am no saint,
I am imperfect
I am selfish
And I am shameless
But I know one thing is true
I never loved until I loved you
And I know that I love you always
It is eternal, like the sun
You can no more stop my loving you
Than you can stop the sun from shining
I am yours, if you should ever want me
* I am also a poor poet.
I am no saint,
I am imperfect
I am selfish
And I am shameless
But I know one thing is true
I never loved until I loved you
And I know that I love you always
It is eternal, like the sun
You can no more stop my loving you
Than you can stop the sun from shining
I am yours, if you should ever want me
* I am also a poor poet.
Galatea, girl...you are no different than anyone else. But, you need to forgive yourself. Your whipping self is worse than any betrayal that might have occurred, for its false humility.
Let your signature go down deep....and stop this foolish talk. God loves you even at your worst. If He didn't, none of us would be saved.
And this other person...is just as dark in his own self. Otherwise he would be helping you see just how much you are loved by your true love which is always first Jesus.
Get in the scriptures girl and search to see Jesus there. You need His love before anything will be a healthy relationship here.
Let your signature go down deep....and stop this foolish talk. God loves you even at your worst. If He didn't, none of us would be saved.
And this other person...is just as dark in his own self. Otherwise he would be helping you see just how much you are loved by your true love which is always first Jesus.
Get in the scriptures girl and search to see Jesus there. You need His love before anything will be a healthy relationship here.