I know it sucks right now.
and I don’t mean any harm saying this ok?
But think about this, things could be much worse than they are now with you and your dad. I’m the opposite of everyone I know cause I don’t have a healthy relationship with my mom.. but I was starting to reconnect with my dad before he passed away. So it’s not better or worse to lose either parent, but do keep in mind that he’s still alive, whether he acknowledges you or not, he’s still your father and I’m sure deep down inside of him.. life or death, he would come to your rescue.