i know it’s a great sin to denounce Jesus, i want to become a pastor, i want to do ministry work; However, persecution is a real problem over here. Help.
Your not denouncing Jesus, nor are you denying him. Jesus said, "Give not that which is holy unto the dogs, neither cast ye your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn again and rend you" (Matthew 7:6). You wrote; "I stopped preaching the word of God, out of fear for my life".. That sounds like the prudent thing to do. The verse you quoted (Matthew 10:23) makes it clear that Jesus said to flee those who would persecute you. Jesus didn't force feed his message, he preached to people who came to hear him. In Matthew 11:15, he said; "He that hath ears to hear, let him hear", not "He that hath ears, make him hear". So don't feel guilty about denying anything, your surrounded by a society that would harm you, and it does no good to profess Jesus if your dead.. jmo