My prayer request is for my marriage. It is in a difficult place now. I am praying and trusting in God to work all things out concerning us; but am asking for the saints to pray for me to be patient and wait on the Lord for the answer. My husband just lost his grandmother in December and is in France helping to settle the affairs; but since the lost of his beloved grandmother he feels lost. Depression has kicked in and the only comfort he has is in his son who he is with in France. He says he does not know if he loves me anymore and he feels he has nothing to offer me because he is between jobs. He says his son is his everything which makes me feel like I have no place in his life.
I try to encourage him and reach out with the various video and chat applications we have; but the response is minimal. He purchased a ticket for me to join him for a two-week vacation the end of May; but to be honest, I do not know what to expect. When I try to talk about us it does not end well as he says he has not been happy with me since the passing of his grandmother. When I offer not to come, he insist I must come. So I am very confused. Why insist on me being there if he barely talks to me? So my prayer is for clarity. I'm praying for my marriage; but I'm also praying for wisdom as to what to do.
One more note. He wants to move to California when he returns to the states. We currently live in Mass. This has been my home for 13 plus years and I am established here; but he thinks he will have a better chance at work in California and he wants to be somewhere warm. If I knew he loved me unconditionally I would feel comfortable making the sacrifice and leaving the east coast behind and starting over in California; but his response to me has been so cold and dismissive since travelling in February, I am very doubtful. I'm not even sure if he wants me to go with him anymore. So I am asking for prayer on God showing us what to do about California.
I try to encourage him and reach out with the various video and chat applications we have; but the response is minimal. He purchased a ticket for me to join him for a two-week vacation the end of May; but to be honest, I do not know what to expect. When I try to talk about us it does not end well as he says he has not been happy with me since the passing of his grandmother. When I offer not to come, he insist I must come. So I am very confused. Why insist on me being there if he barely talks to me? So my prayer is for clarity. I'm praying for my marriage; but I'm also praying for wisdom as to what to do.
One more note. He wants to move to California when he returns to the states. We currently live in Mass. This has been my home for 13 plus years and I am established here; but he thinks he will have a better chance at work in California and he wants to be somewhere warm. If I knew he loved me unconditionally I would feel comfortable making the sacrifice and leaving the east coast behind and starting over in California; but his response to me has been so cold and dismissive since travelling in February, I am very doubtful. I'm not even sure if he wants me to go with him anymore. So I am asking for prayer on God showing us what to do about California.