When Lord?, Im tired of, stones, serpents and scorpions. Especially this Millstone upon my neck.

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Dear Lord,
Luke 11:13 says :
9 And I say unto you, Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.
10 For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.
11 If a son shall ask bread of any of you that is a father, will he give him a stone? or if he ask a fish, will he for a fish give him a serpent?
12 Or if he shall ask an egg, will he offer him a scorpion?
13 If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children: how much more shall your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask him?

I knock and the door goes unopened, Ive begged you to take my life because there is no Joy let alone some brief happiness. I ask to see my daughter at least one more time before I go, and to hear I love you Daddy. I cant get that either. I ask for her to be healed and for us to be reunited, I cant have that either. Im not a bad man, I dont take advantage of people, I dont hurt anyone, yet I cant get help, why? My daughter's mother is evil at best, she is an extreme Narcissist, that uses my child as a weapon against me, and the really sad part is my daughter is falling for it. She is trying to turn my daughter into a lesbian,like she is. She wont get her any Psychiatric help. My child has lost about 15-20 lb,and she was never overweight for her height, always was the perfect weight. It seems like Im the only one that cares about my child, so let's give Dad the millstone to wear around his neck. So 2 lives are been destroyed here, the destroyer is doing well,btw she Idenitifies with Lilith the incubus from the OT. I guess all of this is ok, right?
I know, I know God has a plan and in his time not mine, God has forever, I do not, Id like something left of my mind left, just in case my baby does come back to me..

If those of you who want to help, just pray for my daughter and I to be healed, please dont send me endless verses, please dont admonish me for things you dont understand with my life. Please also dont tell me I have to wait because its in God's time not mine, If God created the earth in 6 days,and Jesus made the blind see, and the lame walk. This shouldnt take more than a snap of God's Holy fingers to fix. Id really like to keep what is left of my mind. The last time I saw my daughter was February 9th, and she dumped on me, saying she didnt want to see me ever again, 2 days before that we celebrated her birthday and all was good, what happened in 2 days? What poison has her mother given her?

So God Please help us, Im very ready, I dont want to wait until if and when I go to heaven. If nothing else Please help my daughter, Please!
Amen and thank you for reuniting us. I miss being a hero.
 
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thespiritoftruth

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Lord help Soc1 in this situation. Let him know thy goodness. Let him come closer to you. In thy precious name.Amen
 
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Lord bless Soc1 and this prayer. In Jesus Holy name, Amen!
 
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It is prayer you need, I join you and these others in prayer. for you, your daughter and your wife. I pray that the Lord Jesus Christ would use this situation to bring glory to his name. try to stay strong and trust that GODs will be done. Amen
 
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Soc1 said:
Dear Lord,
Luke 11:13 says :
9 And I say unto you, Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.
10 For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.
11 If a son shall ask bread of any of you that is a father, will he give him a stone? or if he ask a fish, will he for a fish give him a serpent?
12 Or if he shall ask an egg, will he offer him a scorpion?
13 If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children: how much more shall your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask him?

I knock and the door goes unopened, Ive begged you to take my life because there is no Joy let alone some brief happiness. I ask to see my daughter at least one more time before I go, and to hear I love you Daddy. I cant get that either. I ask for her to be healed and for us to be reunited, I cant have that either. Im not a bad man, I dont take advantage of people, I dont hurt anyone, yet I cant get help, why? My daughter's mother is evil at best, she is an extreme Narcissist, that uses my child as a weapon against me, and the really sad part is my daughter is falling for it. She is trying to turn my daughter into a lesbian,like she is. She wont get her any Psychiatric help. My child has lost about 15-20 lb,and she was never overweight for her height, always was the perfect weight. It seems like Im the only one that cares about my child, so let's give Dad the millstone to wear around his neck. So 2 lives are been destroyed here, the destroyer is doing well,btw she Idenitifies with Lilith the incubus from the OT. I guess all of this is ok, right?
I know, I know God has a plan and in his time not mine, God has forever, I do not, Id like something left of my mind left, just in case my baby does come back to me..

If those of you who want to help, just pray for my daughter and I to be healed, please dont send me endless verses, please dont admonish me for things you dont understand with my life. Please also dont tell me I have to wait because its in God's time not mine, If God created the earth in 6 days,and Jesus made the blind see, and the lame walk. This shouldnt take more than a snap of God's Holy fingers to fix. Id really like to keep what is left of my mind. The last time I saw my daughter was February 9th, and she dumped on me, saying she didnt want to see me ever again, 2 days before that we celebrated her birthday and all was good, what happened in 2 days? What poison has her mother given her?

So God Please help us, Im very ready, I dont want to wait until if and when I go to heaven. If nothing else Please help my daughter, Please!
Amen and thank you for reuniting us. I miss being a hero.
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I'm terribly sorry for your pain and heartache. I pray the Lord will relieve you of it, however the Scripture you posted tells us what exactly it is that we should be asking for, which is the Holy Spirit, and His peace, that passes all understanding.

Be at peace brother. You ate greatly loved by your Heavenly Father, and your brothers and sisters in Christ.
 
RickyZ

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Soc1 said:
Dear Lord,
Luke 11:13 says :
9 And I say unto you, Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.
10 For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.
11 If a son shall ask bread of any of you that is a father, will he give him a stone? or if he ask a fish, will he for a fish give him a serpent?
12 Or if he shall ask an egg, will he offer him a scorpion?
13 If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children: how much more shall your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask him?

I knock and the door goes unopened, Ive begged you to take my life because there is no Joy let alone some brief happiness. I ask to see my daughter at least one more time before I go, and to hear I love you Daddy. I cant get that either. I ask for her to be healed and for us to be reunited, I cant have that either. Im not a bad man, I dont take advantage of people, I dont hurt anyone, yet I cant get help, why? My daughter's mother is evil at best, she is an extreme Narcissist, that uses my child as a weapon against me, and the really sad part is my daughter is falling for it. She is trying to turn my daughter into a lesbian,like she is. She wont get her any Psychiatric help. My child has lost about 15-20 lb,and she was never overweight for her height, always was the perfect weight. It seems like Im the only one that cares about my child, so let's give Dad the millstone to wear around his neck. So 2 lives are been destroyed here, the destroyer is doing well,btw she Idenitifies with Lilith the incubus from the OT. I guess all of this is ok, right?
I know, I know God has a plan and in his time not mine, God has forever, I do not, Id like something left of my mind left, just in case my baby does come back to me..

If those of you who want to help, just pray for my daughter and I to be healed, please dont send me endless verses, please dont admonish me for things you dont understand with my life. Please also dont tell me I have to wait because its in God's time not mine, If God created the earth in 6 days,and Jesus made the blind see, and the lame walk. This shouldnt take more than a snap of God's Holy fingers to fix. Id really like to keep what is left of my mind. The last time I saw my daughter was February 9th, and she dumped on me, saying she didnt want to see me ever again, 2 days before that we celebrated her birthday and all was good, what happened in 2 days? What poison has her mother given her?

So God Please help us, Im very ready, I dont want to wait until if and when I go to heaven. If nothing else Please help my daughter, Please!
Amen and thank you for reuniting us. I miss being a hero.
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It may help to understand the true source of your grief .... but it doesn't sound like you want to hear it.

I'm praying for you.
 
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Soc1

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MrH59 said:
It is prayer you need, I join you and these others in prayer. for you, your daughter and your wife. I pray that the Lord Jesus Christ would use this situation to bring glory to his name. try to stay strong and trust that GODs will be done. Amen
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Thank you I appreciate the prayers. Im pretty sure that God and Jesus dont get together and say, "hey lets fix this problem and we can get kudos."

Im falling apart badly, think about what you just told me, That I should stay strong (for a maybe) and trust that God's will be done.

Isnt it always God's will and his way?
 
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PennEd said:
I'm terribly sorry for your pain and heartache. I pray the Lord will relieve you of it, however the Scripture you posted tells us what exactly it is that we should be asking for, which is the Holy Spirit, and His peace, that passes all understanding.

Be at peace brother. You ate greatly loved by your Heavenly Father, and your brothers and sisters in Christ.
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Thank you,but I see no peace.

As far as being greatly loved by my Heavenly Father, this sure doesnt feel like anything close to love, it feels more like a sharp stick in the eye.
But thank you for your prayers
 
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Soc1

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RickyZ said:
It may help to understand the true source of your grief .... but it doesn't sound like you want to hear it.

I'm praying for you.
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You know Ricky, how would you know the true source of my grief? Oh yeah blame Adam and Satan.
Youd be correct, I dont want to hear anymore of that nonsense you preach. However thank you for the prayers.
 
RickyZ

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Soc1 said:
You know Ricky, how would you know the true source of my grief? Oh yeah blame Adam and Satan.
Youd be correct, I dont want to hear anymore of that nonsense you preach. However thank you for the prayers.
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If you're not interested in what God has to say about it, why are you here?
 
RickyZ

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John 12:25
Anyone who loves their life will lose it, while anyone who hates their life in this world will keep it for eternal life.

John 15:19
If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you.

James 4:4
Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? Whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God.

1 John 2:15
Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him.

1 Corinthians 4:11
Even unto this present hour we both hunger, and thirst, and are naked, and are buffeted, and have no certain dwelling place; 12 And labor, working with our own hands: being reviled, we bless; being persecuted, we suffer it: 13 Being defamed, we entreat: we are made as the filth of the world, and are the off scouring of all things unto this day. 14 I write not these things to shame you, but as my beloved sons I warn you."

2 Corinthians 12:10
That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

Matthew 5:3
“Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 4 Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. 5 Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth. 6 Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled. 7 Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy. 8 Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God. 9 Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God. 10 Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 11 Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. 12 Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

Luke 6:20
“Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God. 21 Blessed are you who hunger now, for you will be satisfied. Blessed are you who weep now, for you will laugh. 22 Blessed are you when people hate you, when they exclude you and insult you and reject your name as evil, because of the Son of Man. 23 “Rejoice in that day and leap for joy, because great is your reward in heaven. For that is how their ancestors treated the prophets. 24 “But woe to you who are rich, for you have already received your comfort. 25 Woe to you who are well fed now, for you will go hungry. Woe to you who laugh now, for you will mourn and weep. 26 Woe to you when everyone speaks well of you, for that is how their ancestors treated the false prophets.

Matthew 10:22
You will be hated by everyone because of Me, but the one who stands firm to the end will be saved.

Philippians 1:21
For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. 22 If I am to go on living in the body, this will mean fruitful labor for me. Yet what shall I choose? I do not know! 23 I am torn between the two: I desire to depart and be with Christ, which is better by far; 24 but it is more necessary for you that I remain in the body. 25 Convinced of this, I know that I will remain, and I will continue with all of you for your progress and joy in the faith

1 Thessalonians 3:7
Therefore, brothers and sisters, in all our distress and persecution we were encouraged about you because of your faith. 8 For now we really live, since you are standing firm in the Lord.
 
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RickyZ said:
If you're not interested in what God has to say about it, why are you here?
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Im not interested in your opinion of what God has to say, Hopefully the ignore will work on you.
 
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mar09

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Soc1 said:
Thank you and God Bless
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Let me say we do pray for others here when we can, even when not appreciated. I happen to have awaken in the night and have no intention of staying longer. But am nudged to post in ur request.

I believe you know we're sorry for what ur going thru, wc if u must know, some are also going thru, not posting or able to to. I see u in the prayer forum, wc is just where the requests should be... but as some are saying, may ur eyes be too focused on ur child, illness, and whatnot? Would u consider sharing some blessings sometimes and rejoice w/ those who also rejoice, or pray abt others' needs? I was visiting a woman recovering from Ca last year and some other surgery the past mo. A family friend, she has no nearby family, and we kind of just came to her when someone was able. I'd say i was happy to drop by, text how is she, bring guyabano juice sometimes... even when i had my own struggles, sickness at times, duties. She is recovering, so i'd say that's good. But when she does not (bother to) reply or acknowledge at least that she was thankful for a visit even when she was asleep and could not see u, or other... we do get tired too and wonder if she knows how to, or even ask how u are=). I know ive been very sick, but purposely remember to ask how other people are even then. Please know many would like to help... but life is two-way of giving and taking. This is probably for others here too, not just u, soc. Hope u dont take offense, but sometimes others can see things we cannot... which is so true in my life and so i try to at all times be thankful even for things i dont understand... even for afflictions..

Speak peace to ur heart, and listen to God's silence. Be still o soul... the Lord is on your side.
 
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Soc1

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mar09 said:
Let me say we do pray for others here when we can, even when not appreciated. I happen to have awaken in the night and have no intention of staying longer. But am nudged to post in ur request.

I believe you know we're sorry for what ur going thru, wc if u must know, some are also going thru, not posting or able to to. I see u in the prayer forum, wc is just where the requests should be... but as some are saying, may ur eyes be too focused on ur child, illness, and whatnot? Would u consider sharing some blessings sometimes and rejoice w/ those who also rejoice, or pray abt others' needs? I was visiting a woman recovering from Ca last year and some other surgery the past mo. A family friend, she has no nearby family, and we kind of just came to her when someone was able. I'd say i was happy to drop by, text how is she, bring guyabano juice sometimes... even when i had my own struggles, sickness at times, duties. She is recovering, so i'd say that's good. But when she does not (bother to) reply or acknowledge at least that she was thankful for a visit even when she was asleep and could not see u, or other... we do get tired too and wonder if she knows how to, or even ask how u are=). I know ive been very sick, but purposely remember to ask how other people are even then. Please know many would like to help... but life is two-way of giving and taking. This is probably for others here too, not just u, soc. Hope u dont take offense, but sometimes others can see things we cannot... which is so true in my life and so i try to at all times be thankful even for things i dont understand... even for afflictions..

Speak peace to ur heart, and listen to God's silence. Be still o soul... the Lord is on your side.
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No such thing as too focused on my child, I do pray for others, and when something goes right or good Im grateful and I post it.

No others cant see what is going on in my life only God knows, and those that I tell. Yes I am taking offense because too many make assumptions here. Like the one person saying my life was messed up by Adam because he blew it when God gave him dominion. Maybe God just made him a MGR. and God was the CEO. I asked the man how would he know about what I went through, I ask you the same, unless you have been told by me, Please let this go, Im fed up with those browbeating me, in the name of Christianity,because they see it a certain way. Please if you want to help pray for what the problems are not for what you think the problem is. If you cant do that, just leave it to God and I.
 
EmilyFoster

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I’m sorry to hear about your situation, friend. Be assured I’m lifting up you and your daughter, asking God to intervene in a powerful way, bring in healing and restoration. May His ever-present love, care, and direction be increasingly evident as you lean upon Him. Hang in there, friend.
 
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EmilyFoster said:
I’m sorry to hear about your situation, friend. Be assured I’m lifting up you and your daughter, asking God to intervene in a powerful way, bring in healing and restoration. May His ever-present love, care, and direction be increasingly evident as you lean upon Him. Hang in there, friend.
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Thank you very much Emily, God Bless You and Yours
 
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