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dpecheur10

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becc said:
C'mon man, this again? Why do you keep thinking you're alone.... You can't not have purpose (double negative intended) God doesn't create things without purpose.... You keep looking down on yourself and making yourself depressed.... I wrote a post some pages ago, you can search it or i'll repost it... Do you read your bible? Do you have faith that God can make it all better? Do you go out and relate with others... what are you thinking bout that's making you depressed?
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Forget it. You sound annoyed.
I actually don’t have any friends left to talk to. I’m sincerely not trying to throw a self-pity party, I really don’t have a person to talk with anymore. And for a number of reasons, struggling with clinical depression, addiction, taking meds, my brain chemistry has actually been screwed up and i feel basically dead inside. Im not making things up. I genuinely seek God’s healing grace because I genuinely want it with everything i have left. I got nowhere else to turn. That’s all.
 
becc

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dpecheur10 said:
Forget it. You sound annoyed.
I actually don’t have any friends left to talk to. I’m sincerely not trying to throw a self-pity party, I really don’t have a person to talk with anymore. And for a number of reasons, struggling with clinical depression, addiction, taking meds, my brain chemistry has actually been screwed up and i feel basically dead inside. Im not making things up. I genuinely seek God’s healing grace because I genuinely want it with everything i have left. I got nowhere else to turn. That’s all.
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Ok, i'll be honest, i was a little mad at that time but i don't think it's a self-pity party..... The thing is part of your problem is pity.... i reposted something after the msg you quoted... check....
 
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dpecheur10 said:
Forget it. You sound annoyed.
I actually don’t have any friends left to talk to. I’m sincerely not trying to throw a self-pity party, I really don’t have a person to talk with anymore. And for a number of reasons, struggling with clinical depression, addiction, taking meds, my brain chemistry has actually been screwed up and i feel basically dead inside. Im not making things up. I genuinely seek God’s healing grace because I genuinely want it with everything i have left. I got nowhere else to turn. That’s all.
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Im certainly no stranger to anxiety and depression but try to use this time to count your blessings there are people out there who have it much worse. Terminal illness, poverty, oppressive government or all three even just to name a few. The woe is me attitude doesn't hold up and you are certainly not alone when you have a loving God standing by you 24/7. Feel free to PM me if wish to talk till then you'll be in my prayers :)
 
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blue_ladybug said:
I've already had 2 cups of iced coffee.. It's just that I don't care much what happens here anymore... :/
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I was just trying to be funny :sneaky: I don't really care too much about what goes on in the forum anymore either because... well there's hardly anything going on to care about.. The place is ded. :sleep:
 
becc

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Monnkai said:
Im certainly no stranger to anxiety and depression but try to use this time to count your blessings there are people out there who have it much worse. Terminal illness, poverty, oppressive government or all three even just to name a few. The woe is me attitude doesn't hold up and you are certainly not alone when you have a loving God standing by you 24/7. Feel free to PM me if wish to talk till then you'll be in my prayers :)
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Hey monn, waddup? Looks like yu've got the words better than me... I'm just gonna stop now.... You're in a better position to help him in what's he's passing through... You just waking? You had your bath
 
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Monnkai

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becc said:
Hey monn, waddup? Looks like yu've got the words better than me... I'm just gonna stop now.... You're in a better position to help him in what's he's passing through... You just waking? You had your bath
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yeah I just woke up and Im little irritated lol the game I sent for a month ago has gotten held back again! and upon reading a few reviews from the person I have a feeling im not getting it. I sent him a message asking him to clear it up but if he doesn't respond in the next few days Im getting a refund and buying another copy :3
 
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Monnkai said:
yeah I just woke up and Im little irritated lol the game I sent for a month ago has gotten held back again! and upon reading a few reviews from the person I have a feeling im not getting it. I sent him a message asking him to clear it up but if he doesn't respond in the next few days Im getting a refund and buying another copy :3
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I would have said i feel your pain but i don't know how that feels soooo... Anyways, feel bad though.... refund sounds like a good idea, collect your money and KEEP IT! lol
 
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Monnkai

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becc said:
I would have said i feel your pain but i don't know how that feels soooo... Anyways, feel bad though.... refund sounds like a good idea, collect your money and KEEP IT! lol
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well I found a much cheaper copy so I got get it now :cautious: Ugh I spent to much money on snacks this month lol I wanna go to the gas station again but Its expensive now lol
 
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Monnkai said:
well I found a much cheaper copy so I got get it now :cautious: Ugh I spent to much money on snacks this month lol I wanna go to the gas station again but Its expensive now lol
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Did you finish all you bought yesterday!!!!! Brandon!!!!
 
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becc

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Deade said:
Not yet, I got until about the 6th of November to come up with the $800 co-pay. It does not look good for my boy just quit another job. I probably won't get any of what he owes me. Such is life.

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I pray God provides all your needs that you will have no reason to think about it anymore
 
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