Hi,
I don't know how to run back to God, I keep having blasphemous thoughts about God and the Holy spirit.
I'm beginning to doubt, and I just don't know what to do. I want to believe and have faith, but I don't know how.
I'm afraid I've committed the unforgivable sin, because I had similar thoughts like the pharisees. I know it's not true, but I keep having them. I thought Jesus died at the cross for all sins, but not this one? So does it mean that I can't get baptized anymore?
I've lost everything, I cant even seem to read the bible, because I think his promises don't apply to me anymore, so it just feels like a torture to be living everyday, but I know I should be thankful about still being alive.
I don't know how to run back to God, I keep having blasphemous thoughts about God and the Holy spirit.
I'm beginning to doubt, and I just don't know what to do. I want to believe and have faith, but I don't know how.
I'm afraid I've committed the unforgivable sin, because I had similar thoughts like the pharisees. I know it's not true, but I keep having them. I thought Jesus died at the cross for all sins, but not this one? So does it mean that I can't get baptized anymore?
I've lost everything, I cant even seem to read the bible, because I think his promises don't apply to me anymore, so it just feels like a torture to be living everyday, but I know I should be thankful about still being alive.
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