A conversation about nothing in particular

[becc]

I didn't mean white guys i meant in general but ok.....once again i still don't get the race thing i never really understood why people write off certain ethnicities it makes zero sense to me especially from a Christian stand point. I do have a question though why not Americans? Just interested is all..anyway I know a lot of people tend to stick to their own cultures so idk maybe it's a compatibility thing? I don't get it at all....if i were to be some white guy why should i be written off purely because of my skin or even my culture? That stands for any ethnicity or culture. Say i were to fall in love or whatevs with white girl across the world why should her skin even enter into the conversation? I like said person and she's godly it shouldn't matter it makes me slightly angry tbh....idk maybe I'm not making sense

You are making sense... I get what you're trying to say... Especially the Christian view... But they don't want us... So why force yourself on them? I mean... See the crazy whit supremacist getting rid of us in their place... Why provoke them the more... If God gives me a whit guy then fine.. but if not... I'll sit my butt down... Why not American? I don't wanna make it look like stereotyping cuz there's some Americans that don't fell in that category... And for that reason... Will won't say it here.... EOD.

 

[becc]

it's late here idk if i can sleep though....

Why can't you sleep?

 

[becc]

You are making sense... I get what you're trying to say... Especially the Christian view... But they don't want us... So why force yourself on them? I mean... See the crazy whit supremacist getting rid of us in their place... Why provoke them the more... If God gives me a whit guy then fine.. but if not... I'll sit my butt down... Why not American? I don't wanna make it look like stereotyping cuz there's some Americans that don't fell in that category... And for that reason... Will won't say it here.... EOD.

What da heck... So many typos... What I get for multitasking while chatting.

 

[VincentG]

Well either I don't really care or I don't really care... My sis and I were talking bout it once and we were like why da heck will we get married to white guys? I see no point... Especially if the guy is American... I can still tolerate British but American? Count me out of it.... I see no point in leaving where I am just cuz I want a husband that lacks melanin... #pointless... No offense to the Americans though.... I just don't really care...

I like all women as long as we click doesn't really matter to me.

 

[VincentG]

Why does everyone think anytime I leave, it's for a nap!? I went to bed!!!! For like the night!!!
Depends on how u say it... Really early in the morning like 12 am or really late in the night like 12 am... 8:08 am now and I am having frosted flakes for breakfast... As an appetizer, lol... Gonna eat bread and some stuff for the main course, lol... Gonna leave here for my grandparents by God's bgrace... Today... They be travelling for a few days.. gonna stay with my sis till my mum comes on Saturday which is tomorrow... Howz everyone doing?

gonna hit the hay in about 13 minutes.

 

[LightBright]

You are making sense... I get what you're trying to say... Especially the Christian view... But they don't want us... So why force yourself on them? I mean... See the crazy whit supremacist getting rid of us in their place... Why provoke them the more... If God gives me a whit guy then fine.. but if not... I'll sit my butt down... Why not American? I don't wanna make it look like stereotyping cuz there's some Americans that don't fell in that category... And for that reason... Will won't say it here.... EOD.

I get what you mean i wouldn't go out of my way for a specific ethnicity either even if i act crazy over specific ones...i can't stand it though i really can't it's so frustrating but i won't harp on it ig i shouldn't of said anything. I think i get what you think i won't argue either way i don't know enough to even get into things that complicated but i get why you would feel the way you do...I'm extremely emo right now lol whatevs...

 

[LightBright]

Why can't you sleep?

I think i just have a lot on my mind right now. when i start thinking about certain things i just can't get them out of my head, i think about stuff a lot....

 

[becc]

I like all women as long as we click doesn't really matter to me.

True...

gonna hit the hay in about 13 minutes.

Goodnight dear vinny.

I get what you mean i wouldn't go out of my way for a specific ethnicity either even if i act crazy over specific ones...i can't stand it though i really can't it's so frustrating but i won't harp on it ig i shouldn't of said anything. I think i get what you think i won't argue either way i don't know enough to even get into things that complicated but i get why you would feel the way you do...I'm extremely emo right now lol whatevs...

It can be frustrating... The whole race thing made me right a poem some weeks back... And.... You actually just made me emo right now... Cuz I'm digging into emotions I wanted buried, sigh... My life is too complicated for a 15 year old.

 

[becc]

I think i just have a lot on my mind right now. when i start thinking about certain things i just can't get them out of my head, i think about stuff a lot....

Same here bro... Same here ... And worse thing is when I try to deal with by telling myself... "I don't really care"... I say that a lot to myself.. sometimes true... Sometimes..... Not, sigh....

 

[becc]

Gonna go wash the dishes to get my mind off stuff while singing just give me a reason by p!nk, sigh

 

[Kojikun]

I think i just have a lot on my mind right now. when i start thinking about certain things i just can't get them out of my head, i think about stuff a lot....

Need to talk shoot me message

 

[Kojikun]

Gonna go wash the dishes to get my mind off stuff while singing just give me a reason by p!nk, sigh

I'm up so send a message

 

[LightBright]

True...
Goodnight dear vinny.
It can be frustrating... The whole race thing made me right a poem some weeks back... And.... You actually just made me emo right now... Cuz I'm digging into emotions I wanted buried, sigh... My life is too complicated for a 15 year old.

Sorry if i killed your mood fam, if it helps at all my whole family had a complicated life i just remember that all things work together for our good. If you wanna vent though I'm sure you have plenty of people to go to, some are here, sometimes keeping all that stuff inside only makes it worse ya know?

 

[LightBright]

Need to talk shoot me message

I appreciate it man I don't know if i should though I'm not even sure what's bothering me lol but whatever it is it's cutting kinda deep if I'm honest you get that?

 

[Kojikun]

I appreciate it man I don't know if i should though I'm not even sure what's bothering me lol but whatever it is it's cutting kinda deep if I'm honest you get that?

Yeah I've been dealing with depression and anxiety all my life sometimes I run outta things to worry about then get worried and feel like something's amiss and get even more worried when I figure it out. My brain is wired to worry at this point

 

[LightBright]

Yeah I've been dealing with depression and anxiety all my life sometimes I run outta things to worry about then get worried and feel like something's amiss and get even more worried when I figure it out. My brain is wired to worry at this point

Sorry man that's gotta be hard to deal with for sure. Idk if i understand that tbh I'm not sure if I'm worried at all right now i think I'm just a little hurt which is kinda weird cuz i tend to be pretty thick skinned....

 

[Kojikun]

Sorry man that's gotta be hard to deal with for sure. Idk if i understand that tbh I'm not sure if I'm worried at all right now i think I'm just a little hurt which is kinda weird cuz i tend to be pretty thick skinned....

I see well it's difficult to help when you can't pin point the problem. Can you think of anything that happened within the last day or that may have caused it?

 

[LightBright]

I see well it's difficult to help when you can't pin point the problem. Can you think of anything that happened within the last day or that may have caused it?

Well becc being hurt is definitely contributing I know that but someone also brang up some memories today i think I'm dissapointed in myself maybe a bit afraid I'll keep making the same mistakes....yea i think i got it now ill dm you if i need help thanks. Hopefully becc come back soon or I'll start to get worried lol young people shouldn't have to deal with so much especially women....

 

[becc]

I'm up so send a message

Thanks monnk,

Sorry if i killed your mood fam, if it helps at all my whole family had a complicated life i just remember that all things work together for our good. If you wanna vent though I'm sure you have plenty of people to go to, some are here, sometimes keeping all that stuff inside only makes it worse ya know?

It's okay dude... You didn't kill my mood... I wasn't even in any mood, lol... It makes it worse but sometimes it's the only thing to do with no one to vent on...

Well becc being hurt is definitely contributing I know that but someone also brang up some memories today i think I'm dissapointed in myself maybe a bit afraid I'll keep making the same mistakes....yea i think i got it now ill dm you if i need help thanks. Hopefully becc come back soon or I'll start to get worried lol young people shouldn't have to deal with so much especially women....

You have got to be kidding rn, lol.... I'm not a woman yet.... And I'm not that fragile, lol

 

[becc]

I see well it's difficult to help when you can't pin point the problem. Can you think of anything that happened within the last day or that may have caused it?

See... Some good did come out that depression and all.... You'll know how to help people going through it cuz you dealt with it for years yourself.... My superhero brother, lol.