I'm an idiot and as much as i talk about cute girls or whatever I'm probably more concerned about myself, I've always been focused on making myself the best guy i can i hate the thought of doing something stupid especially towards a female so although girls are great I'm not going to allow emotions or my own foolishness make me do anything before I'm ready. I'm very picky about pretty much everything but it's worse for myself, i hold myself to high standards but I'm done talking about it now