I'm from the U.S., but converted to an Eastern religion a year and a half ago. It got to the point where I actually...talked crap about Christian girls, morals, etc. Well I was sent on a mission with a group of 5 others, for a year, to spread our beliefs. I was steadfast in my belief that discipline was far superior to yours. We were sent to a college town in the South. Whenever I went out, it was with 1 other missionary. I routinely encountered really cute girls, the majority of whom are Christian. Many were what guys call "thick." Almost all of them it seemed wore fitted black leggings. I'd try my hardest to ignore looking down at the tush, and legs, but I just cant. They're just too thick, and the black tights...awgh, you cant. Thing is, my entire jaw would drop, and at that moment....so did my ego. Mainly because of all the pumping up of my own ego, in terms of moral superiority, and the crap I'd talked about christians/Christian girls. I actually tried to recover from that moment by looking up at their faces and trying to distract them with conversion talk-but I looked straight into a poker face every single time. I tried hard, but I couldn't get through it. Uggggh! I left that church, I just hated the fact that I'd talked all that crap, and then that resulted. My ego is pretty low right now. What's your thought on how this turned out?
Christian females under 30 here, am I?
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gonna leave someone older to say something....
I'm not sure what exactly you're seeking here. You grew a giant ego, and as often happens, you got smacked down for it. This happens to people of all religions and morals.
You missed the real message. Your failure didn't come from looking at women, but at your own pride and arrogance over a year ago. Basically you were doomed before you even got started. It's ironic, that most eastern religions teach humility and yet that is the very tool you used to boost your ego and put others down. You'll be an unsuccesful missionary of any religion if you are so busy looking down at the very people you claim you want to help.
You missed the real message. Your failure didn't come from looking at women, but at your own pride and arrogance over a year ago. Basically you were doomed before you even got started. It's ironic, that most eastern religions teach humility and yet that is the very tool you used to boost your ego and put others down. You'll be an unsuccesful missionary of any religion if you are so busy looking down at the very people you claim you want to help.
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Yeah honestly I have no idea what you're talking about. From the sounds of it, you seem to have a massive ego about your beliefs yet seem to be entirely powerless around "thick" (Lol) women. This is called sin, Christ said if you even so much as look at a woman in lust you've committed adultery in your heart. Recognise you have sinned and ask for the forgiveness of Christ so that you may find salvation and a change of heart. Most importantly, you need to be humbled and drop the ego you seem to have, because Jesus called us to serve, not to lead, what man could fill the place of God?
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