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This is cool i noticed this was playojg after i wrote this post.Me and people at work care alot about each other.
There is a lot of truth in that because we are family, every one of us.
We all laugh and get along as others just fight and argue.
Many want me to be like them and buck against that officials. However i refuse because i am not one of them. I am a man of God and i will not turn against people who are my friends.
They can call me police all they want but this is not jail. I hold valued respect towards authorities.
God places people in charge for a reason.
Anyway, I may have virtigo. Or it may just be that gastric disease that i got from who knows where.
I been feeling dizzy at times but i go get water and im fine. So come monday or even sooner imma make that appoinment i keep putting it off i dont know why.
Its all good, it could be my whole problem is a gastric disease. Mom never talked about her healtg much but i guess she was protexting us.
Her intentions were genuine but we needed the info but its ok.
Just hafta learn at our pace as our health changes. Its how mom was.
My sister has virtigo and she has a skin rash along side of moms sleeping disorder. Her nose bleeds at a blue moon also.
I know the warnig signs of passing out i been prone to them my whole life.
So i just go get water and breath slowly to let it pass and i go back to work.
But if i cant i will say something and ill be helped.
Im just being stupid bout this doc stuff cuz im a wuss.
To add one last note on this topic, the apperence fades but the heart? Stays the same.The kind of love that i give is that kind of agape love.
TO love true is to love unconditipnally, regardless of flaws and all.
But if someone plays my heart or even states certain things then i turn away.
I tell them ill go because in feeling this i feel that i am not wanted ariund wven when they stop talking.
It is what it is and maybe one day these people who ay the game of love will eventually get played and they will respect true love as it comes instead of playing the field for the best match.
To play that field is never about fisning a good looking one it is always about loving their very heart but do people get it? Absolutly not!
Many would rather have the good looking cuz the way they see themselves is very wrong. The have poor self esteem.
WHy is that? Its because they hold love in a very big regard to where looks is everything to them.
But ya know? They always come back when their love fails but heres tge thing, u had ur chances with me and thats done.
Thats how i see it because all they gornna do is do it all over again anyway so why put my heart om the line again and again?