I used to cut. It never got really bad but it really tore me up inside. I havent cut for a while now, but i still get the urges. I never got the courage to talk to me parents about it and idk if i ever will, so i applaud you sripps for talking to them about it! it was a really brave thing to do, cuz it is hard to admit when you hurt. when i cut it was a really dark time for me, i even saw a demon in my room, it was pretty darn scary!
I thank God for saving me and helping me to stop cutting, but like i said i sill get the urges.
once i found this song i would listen to it every night before i went to bed to help me remember that i didnt need to cut.
Artist:
Demon Hunter lyrics
Album:
Storm The Gates Of Hell
Bitter thoughts became your every waking breath
Save the nights your hollow dreams revealed the sweet release of death
In your thoughts you played a symphony of self
But your soul had bled a darker song of close to nothing left
Oh, The deliverance of blade and flame, your love
And greater is the blood
Chorus:
You’ll find it in the veil of night where solitude is born
In the emptiness of broken flesh, at the mercy of the thorns
You’ll find it in the veil of night where solitude is born
In the emptiness of broken flesh, at the mercy of the thorns
Every line a path into an empty heart
Where the words of now forgotten love fall silent in the dark
Oh, The deliverance of blade and flame, your love
And greater is the blood
(Chorus)
Sister, don’t you sleep through your own eulogy
Don’t sever what you are for what you couldn’t be
(Chorus)
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