Soo I find I'm stuck being in two extremes. My ocd mentality seems to be either something is really good or really bad. But at the same time I find myself in the middle when it comes to things. Politics for example. However due to my constant need to worry or fret over something I feel I dont really fit. I visit a Christian nerd group and I'm surprised with some of the stuff some partake in. I have severe ocd about that, I think sometimes there a bit too lenient in what they choose to indulge in, but at the same time I cant judge as I have a habit of enjoying pointless things. However I'm also irritated by the other end of the spectrum. The unyielding fundamentalists I feel are far too strict and I feel like they never truly understand the things they really against as most are ignorant to a majority pop culture (try listening to there thoughts on video games, it's quite hilarious and incredibly dated) . However because of this although I feel like I'm too extreme I also fear that in ways I'm lukewarm. Any thoughts?
