Hi! I have always Ben somewhat of a believer in that there must be a creator, at age 16 I chose to loose all my reckless friends in order to find spiritual truth and a higher purpose.
I was sitting in the living room so depressed everyday for the loss of my friends was driving me crazy and my whole brain felt like an icecube of depression and I could barely even think I just ate I did nothing more than eating and wasn't social at all any more with my family, then I began thinking of how guilty I was for everything in my life for all bad influences I had done and how I had infected people by my behaviour...
Then I looked at the wall of the room and imagined a cross and said inside myself that I give myself to Christ and to serve him, I did this even without the knowledge of the bible or any priest said "I give myself to Jesus Christ my king and saviour" and ten minutes after my stepdad came inside the apartment who I never had a problem with started attacking me saying how worthless I am and that I am of the lowest status of society and better "work my way up to his place"... From then on I began following the word of god without ever reading the Bible just searching my heart what is right Wich is interesting cus this proves that u don't need a bible or preacher to be saved all u need is god's name and that's it...
I wondered around doubting and believing, doubting and believing untill I decided I would read my first verse of the bible Wich one? How to pray of course "pray with the intention of your heart for it to become true and if god agrees so be it" blatently...
My stepdad and mother was married but both were unbelievers and I saw how dark and bitter their relationship had become so I prayed "please either throw the darkness out of their hearts or throw this man out of the house and split them" and 10 seconds later they began arguing Wich they never did but they were always in the dark spot together agreeing in dark opinions and then my stepdad said "I don't think I want this relationship anymore" so they split for my baby half sisters sake Wich was what me and god wanted. Ialso had a prophetic dream about my half sister before she was even born where I saw her and what she looked like and that my mom n stepdad was living in dark relationship.
Later on I lived at my dad's house where he also had this bitter dark relationship with his wife but they weren't married and one day I couldn't stand them and what they were doing to me and themselves so I prayed for them to separate and for my dad to find an African wife because he always loved black people And I suspected he wanted it cause he always made comments on black girls how great they are and three days later his wife came to me and said "he has found someone else have you met her?" I said no then when I meet her she is African what a chance I mean how many white guys are together with black girls here at all? Not many..
I also prophecied that I was to live in a yellow cabine where I live now.
If you want to know more I got more to give of my story god bless
I was sitting in the living room so depressed everyday for the loss of my friends was driving me crazy and my whole brain felt like an icecube of depression and I could barely even think I just ate I did nothing more than eating and wasn't social at all any more with my family, then I began thinking of how guilty I was for everything in my life for all bad influences I had done and how I had infected people by my behaviour...
Then I looked at the wall of the room and imagined a cross and said inside myself that I give myself to Christ and to serve him, I did this even without the knowledge of the bible or any priest said "I give myself to Jesus Christ my king and saviour" and ten minutes after my stepdad came inside the apartment who I never had a problem with started attacking me saying how worthless I am and that I am of the lowest status of society and better "work my way up to his place"... From then on I began following the word of god without ever reading the Bible just searching my heart what is right Wich is interesting cus this proves that u don't need a bible or preacher to be saved all u need is god's name and that's it...
I wondered around doubting and believing, doubting and believing untill I decided I would read my first verse of the bible Wich one? How to pray of course "pray with the intention of your heart for it to become true and if god agrees so be it" blatently...
My stepdad and mother was married but both were unbelievers and I saw how dark and bitter their relationship had become so I prayed "please either throw the darkness out of their hearts or throw this man out of the house and split them" and 10 seconds later they began arguing Wich they never did but they were always in the dark spot together agreeing in dark opinions and then my stepdad said "I don't think I want this relationship anymore" so they split for my baby half sisters sake Wich was what me and god wanted. Ialso had a prophetic dream about my half sister before she was even born where I saw her and what she looked like and that my mom n stepdad was living in dark relationship.
Later on I lived at my dad's house where he also had this bitter dark relationship with his wife but they weren't married and one day I couldn't stand them and what they were doing to me and themselves so I prayed for them to separate and for my dad to find an African wife because he always loved black people And I suspected he wanted it cause he always made comments on black girls how great they are and three days later his wife came to me and said "he has found someone else have you met her?" I said no then when I meet her she is African what a chance I mean how many white guys are together with black girls here at all? Not many..
I also prophecied that I was to live in a yellow cabine where I live now.
If you want to know more I got more to give of my story god bless
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