I read some of my past writings describing the anxiety and panic attacks that once controlled me. I described it as a shadow always behind me and ready to consume me. It was like an ever so present feeling that, if triggered, would send me in that downward spiral. I feared the triggers as, like a light switch, my brain was programmed to run the same feelings from the first panic incident. A loss of control in the mind is a scary place as you know what is right within the mind, but physically the opposite occurred.
I found freedom in Christ through a process of paving a new foundation. A deconstruction of the old to build the new. The old built with lies that, even with the truths, made the whole structure collapse every time the storm within the mind would prevail.
So like the wise man who built his house on the rock, I journeyed to do the same. I called it freedom foundation. The cornerstone had to be Christ, and I built from there filtering everything against the Word. It took years, but the freedom comes when I keep my eyes set on Jesus. When I try to brave the storm on my own, leave my stronghold or try to build with weak material, the waves consume me, the enemy attacks me, and my world collapses in on me.
I'm only free when I am protected from the storm, the enemy, and the collapse. The stronghold built solid protects from all 3. We can only live and build in truth, for lies are like a structure built of hay. We can not mix steel with hay and expect a solid structure.
The foundation must be laid with Christ as the 1st stone to be laid, then the knowledge of identity, salvation security, grace, God's promises, a Biblical worldview, and secured by the truth of spiritual warfare and apologetics. This, for me, is my stronghold. I wish I could say I always take shelter and rest within the strong walls, but I get foolish, distracted, or caught off guard. I begin to feel lost again, but like a lighthouse, I see the light and greeted by the keeper of the light. I'm instantly in the peace that surpasses all understanding as I once again find rest.
I found freedom in Christ through a process of paving a new foundation. A deconstruction of the old to build the new. The old built with lies that, even with the truths, made the whole structure collapse every time the storm within the mind would prevail.
So like the wise man who built his house on the rock, I journeyed to do the same. I called it freedom foundation. The cornerstone had to be Christ, and I built from there filtering everything against the Word. It took years, but the freedom comes when I keep my eyes set on Jesus. When I try to brave the storm on my own, leave my stronghold or try to build with weak material, the waves consume me, the enemy attacks me, and my world collapses in on me.
I'm only free when I am protected from the storm, the enemy, and the collapse. The stronghold built solid protects from all 3. We can only live and build in truth, for lies are like a structure built of hay. We can not mix steel with hay and expect a solid structure.
The foundation must be laid with Christ as the 1st stone to be laid, then the knowledge of identity, salvation security, grace, God's promises, a Biblical worldview, and secured by the truth of spiritual warfare and apologetics. This, for me, is my stronghold. I wish I could say I always take shelter and rest within the strong walls, but I get foolish, distracted, or caught off guard. I begin to feel lost again, but like a lighthouse, I see the light and greeted by the keeper of the light. I'm instantly in the peace that surpasses all understanding as I once again find rest.
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