Sometimes you need time apart from the person who has your heart and the one that you love the most ( significant other wise) the past 5 months I haven’t seen or spoken on the phone to the man I love with all my heart! It has been one of the hardest things I have had to do. I have Picked up the phone so many times and written texts or dialed his number but I have never sent them or called. I am stubborn and I’m like well if he wanted to talk to or see me he would make an effort. I know that isn’t the way to be thinking but I’m stubborn and he’s Stubborn and we are so much alike that, this is just how it’s been for 5 months. We also have other circumstances that make our relationship even harder. If you see this, I love you and miss you and we are ok. I have faith that one day it will work itself out and we will be together as a family. And, I guess all I’m asking here is if I could get prayers that things will work out for us in the end.