Hi! I struggle with depression too. Tell Satan to leave you in Jesus' Name and he HAS to! I understand loneliness, too, because I just lost my husband
of 23 yrs. and he was only 54. He was gone within 8 minutes. Let me pray for you right now!
Lord Jesus- please help my sister in the Lord. Please protect and comfort her with your Presence. We know you are real Jesus. Sometimes we might
feel guilty for being down. But we know you understand our sufferings-for you suffer them with us. It says in your Word that you are not a High
Priest who does not feel the infirmities of being human. Oh Lord GOD! Let us sense your Presence right now! Guide us Lord! We cry out to you
just like the Psalms today! The devil likes to make us swallow poison negative lies that seem so true. He will deliver us again to Joy. Lets agree
to worship the Lord today-go ahead and cry if you have to- let it out- you will feel peace and He will answer your prayers.
Thanks for being real. I'm in the valley too-but I know that it will be ok because my husband is with Jesus and someday, by His Grace Alone, we will be too!
I'm starting to think "Ok, just give it all over to Jesus, pray all the time for strength, do what you must do-and don't beat yourself up for being
depressed-forget that. You're doing what you can do one day at a time to keep your sanity. Stay calm! Sometimes I just feel numb to keep from
feeling too scared that I have no husband AND have to live with my brother in a tiny apartment and have no new freinds yet. I am afraid men my
age will reject me because I am honestly, after losing my husband, on the poverty level . I'm asking God to give me a really good job with only
my highschool education, because if I go to school, the SS will run out by my son's 18th Birthday, in 6 months. So I got a 2nd job, but the pay is
lousy in both- not enough to afford to live onmy own . So I feel guilty for wanting to kind of start looking for a man to love and help me, but that
is too old fashioned now? I'm 50 but look about 42 or so. Let's pray for one another. I just want to be close to Jesus and live for Him more, maybe
that is why I am depressed- I'm lonely for friends! Sorry so long!