Ive been told I was ugly on and off all me life really which kin da made me feel bad.
Also was much much worse thingz that went on and happened (wont go in on here and now though)
I used to even walk across the street so noone would see me, look down at ground and body was pulling in million billion different directions from all the stress of thingz going on.
Also that Im retarded "who would wantto marry a ugly retard" etc....
I really do beleive in soul beauty and I think I have a beautiful soul.
If one magines ones soul in all different types of bodies as expression or just as existance.
I do think some souls need Jesus as a beauty therapist (sorry to say) but those who torture or conciously do eeeeverything to hurt someone and have no remorse etc.Innocent badness one does not mean to hurt anyone and there are explanations but here its actually calculated, planned willing to hurt and doing everything to hurt.
I am happy with my body also though.
I have a beautiful body God gave me and I should appreciate, use it more and pray for partner to love and hold it also and enjoy it ith me inside
Unique bodies and beings we are and I am happy with the body I was given.
I hurt for way been treated but I dont actually understand why they behaved so badly to me as I done no wrong.
But thats like those who hated and mocked me New yrs eve "jesus jesus mocked and rideculed me for loving jesus..........
I had done no wrong.
I love yet they hate on me.
I hope to get more TLC for my body and all our bodies and souls.
More love bombing for our body and souls (Ive been getting hatebombing)
Lovebomb is a better bomb........