Pain

[CarriePie]

They say that some people who are tall and good looking have been rejected by God

I don't think you are rejected by God!

I commented on your video. I don't know if you saw it, but this is what I said...
You look better in your video than in your pic!! I think you have a very handsome voice! swoons

 

[seantspence]

I don't think you are rejected by God!

I commented on your video. I don't know if you saw it, but this is what I said...
You look better in your video than in your pic!! I think you have a very handsome voice! swoons

I think that is what got me in trouble all of those ten years ago. Not sure if I go off of my medication if that me would come back but I sure hope not.

I appreciate your compliments, I really do cause for the longest I just stayed busy working and never looked for companionship. When someone is addicted to a fantasy world on their phone, dark spirits go into them and it is really hard for those dark spirits to leave but God usually finds a way to lead them out and lead you to repentance which I am really glad he did cause I wouldn't be on this website if he didn't

 

[seantspence]

I think that is what got me in trouble all of those ten years ago. Not sure if I go off of my medication if that me would come back but I sure hope not.

I appreciate your compliments, I really do cause for the longest I just stayed busy working and never looked for companionship. When someone is addicted to a fantasy world on their phone, dark spirits go into them and it is really hard for those dark spirits to leave but God usually finds a way to lead them out and lead you to repentance which I am really glad he did cause I wouldn't be on this website if he didn't

Bipolar disorder tends to make people become more sexually active but surprisingly I've been able to refrain, maybe thanks to the medication or medical castration

 

[seantspence]

I don't think you are rejected by God!

I commented on your video. I don't know if you saw it, but this is what I said...
You look better in your video than in your pic!! I think you have a very handsome voice! swoons

I could be your trophy man hahaha

 

[CarriePie]

I think that is what got me in trouble all of those ten years ago. Not sure if I go off of my medication if that me would come back but I sure hope not.

I appreciate your compliments, I really do cause for the longest I just stayed busy working and never looked for companionship. When someone is addicted to a fantasy world on their phone, dark spirits go into them and it is really hard for those dark spirits to leave but God usually finds a way to lead them out and lead you to repentance which I am really glad he did cause I wouldn't be on this website if he didn't

I am elated that you found this site.

I'm usually not speechless, but you've managed to make it happen. Did I mention that you are very handsome?

Have mercy. I don't know if I can handle this. I better go check my blood pressure....

 

[seantspence]

Bipolar disorder tends to make people become more sexually active but surprisingly I've been able to refrain, maybe thanks to the medication or medical castration

I say medical castration cause that is what the medications seemed like they did and accepting Jesus as my lord and savior stopped me

 

[CarriePie]

Have you ever listened to the song Day After Day?


"I remember finding out about you
Every day, my mind is all around you
Looking out from my lonely room
Day after day..."

It's been stuck in my head for weeks now and since I'm having some troubles finding words of my own to say, I'll just give you some lyrics.

I'm sorry. I am really speechless. You are charming!

 

[seantspence]

I am elated that you found this site.

I'm usually not speechless, but you've managed to make it happen. Did I mention that you are very handsome?

Have mercy. I don't know if I can handle this. I better go check my blood pressure....

I think that is why I hide from the world. Tons of people want my attention or treat me kindly because of it and then you get others who absolutely can't stand me or are jealous. It makes going out in public a drag. Even my own mother can't stop talking to me. I'm just really blessed in a way but at the same time it's like a blessing and a curse.

 

[seantspence]

Have you ever listened to the song Day After Day?


"I remember finding out about you
Every day, my mind is all around you
Looking out from my lonely room
Day after day..."

It's been stuck in my head for weeks now and since I'm having some troubles finding words of my own to say, I'll just give you some lyrics.

I'm sorry. I am really speechless. You are charming!

Well I am glad SOMEONE thinks so! I haven't had someone shower me in amazing words in a long time and I have to admit that it does feel good.

 

[seantspence]

Have you ever listened to the song Day After Day?


"I remember finding out about you
Every day, my mind is all around you
Looking out from my lonely room
Day after day..."

It's been stuck in my head for weeks now and since I'm having some troubles finding words of my own to say, I'll just give you some lyrics.

I'm sorry. I am really speechless. You are charming!

I don't think I have heard that song but im going to go find it

 

[CarriePie]

I think that is why I hide from the world. Tons of people want my attention or treat me kindly because of it and then you get others who absolutely can't stand me or are jealous. It makes going out in public a drag. Even my own mother can't stop talking to me. I'm just really blessed in a way but at the same time it's like a blessing and a curse.

I hope what I said wasn't taken negatively. I just haven't met anyone like you. I'm incredible flattered. I'm usually a very placid person. I'm observant of my surroundings. I'm a careful person. You...you are fire lol

 

[seantspence]

Have you ever listened to the song Day After Day?


"I remember finding out about you
Every day, my mind is all around you
Looking out from my lonely room
Day after day..."

It's been stuck in my head for weeks now and since I'm having some troubles finding words of my own to say, I'll just give you some lyrics.

I'm sorry. I am really speechless. You are charming!

I have heard that song! I think. I'm pretty sure. It's even produced by a Beatle.

 

[CarriePie]

 

[seantspence]

I hope what I said wasn't taken negatively. I just haven't met anyone like you. I'm incredible flattered. I'm usually a very placid person. I'm observant of my surroundings. I'm a careful person. You...you are fire lol

I'm like Joseph in the Bible. Prisoner to best friend of Pharaoh

What you said wasn't taken negatively. I'm just very sensitive after people see what I look like because it usually changes everything. I just hope that I can maintain my relationship with God and be in a relationship with someone where I don't drive them mad lol

 

[seantspence]

I'm like Joseph in the Bible. Prisoner to best friend of Pharaoh

What you said wasn't taken negatively. I'm just very sensitive after people see what I look like because it usually changes everything. I just hope that I can maintain my relationship with God and be in a relationship with someone where I don't drive them mad lol

Looks fade though, so I'm hoping that they fade quicker for me but it does make it easier to initially make someone interested if they haven't had conversations where we don't see one another.

 

[seantspence]

the video took me to Stairway to Heaven after by Led Zeppelin, which was my dads favorite band growing up

 

[CarriePie]

I'm like Joseph in the Bible. Prisoner to best friend of Pharaoh

What you said wasn't taken negatively. I'm just very sensitive after people see what I look like because it usually changes everything. I just hope that I can maintain my relationship with God

Your words and your videos and the time we've spent together, so far, have really...have really....
I can't really explain. I'm over 40. I shouldn't be having these heart palpitations.

and be in a relationship with someone where I don't drive them mad lol

...my dear, I don't think that is possible lol

 

[seantspence]

Your words and your videos and the time we've spent together, so far, have really...have really....
I can't really explain. I'm over 40. I shouldn't be having these heart palpitations.




...my dear, I don't think that is possible lol

Sorry, I don't want to give you a heart attack! We may need to get you an Apple Watch or some sort of heart monitor device. I know I need one just in case. I ended up getting an Apple Watch Ultra 2 in the Spring but I sold it cause I found no use for it. I also sold it cause I felt like if I was going to die, than I am just going to die and I don't need something that is telling me everyday that I'm over stressed. The weird thing is, when I started reading and listening to the Bible more the stress alerts stopped and it went from red warnings to yellow to green really quickly. But having it just made me more stressed

 

[seantspence]

Your words and your videos and the time we've spent together, so far, have really...have really....
I can't really explain. I'm over 40. I shouldn't be having these heart palpitations.




...my dear, I don't think that is possible lol

I just think I've accepted the fact that over here, people don't value faith in God. They have all been conquered by something. When you feel like the only one of your kind in a states where there is over 30 million people, it's refreshing to find someone who you share similar beliefs and values.

 

[CarriePie]

Sorry, I don't want to give you a heart attack! We may need to get you an Apple Watch or some sort of heart monitor device. I know I need one just in case. I ended up getting an Apple Watch Ultra 2 in the Spring but I sold it cause I found no use for it. I also sold it cause I felt like if I was going to die, than I am just going to die and I don't need something that is telling me everyday that I'm over stressed. The weird thing is, when I started reading and listening to the Bible more the stress alerts stopped and it went from red warnings to yellow to green really quickly. But having it just made me more stressed

I was being, perhaps, a tad silly. However, your video was very moving. You know, it could be that it was good for my heart!

Just a few days ago, I was quietly hanging out with myself and my critters. And then here comes fire. Maybe some oxygen would be appropriate right now lol.