Some decisions are tough

[seantspence]

I attempt to pray every night. but I get distracted. it really does help to pray like he is beside you.
like, Hey man, I've been feling down lately, anything you can do? & so on.

i am sometimes like that but I tend to be a little bitter toward God and I can’t help it

 

[enril]

I appreciate your suggestion but I mostly stick with the Bibl. I don’t even watch tv or play video games. My life has been taken over by Christian material, like pray.com, worship music and sermons.

it is a young adult novel, but the story is essentially, hes going through extreme trauma, h is broken, God can come help, nevermnd, story can't really be summed up like that.

 

[seantspence]

See if you can create filters with your email. Make a filter to automatically delete her emails.

I found how to block her and blocked her

 

[enril]

Unfortunately, we have to act like everything is fine in our daily lives (such as work, errands, functions, etc.). It seems to get easier to fake as you get older. I've been faking acting like everything is fine for decades. But, yeah it's not pleasant

oh yeah, I am really good at faking. having to hide all this for three years.... i am too good at faking. tiny lies are amost every othem sentence.

 

[seantspence]

it is a young adult novel, but the story is essentially, hes going through extreme trauma, h is broken, God can come help, nevermnd, story can't really be summed up like that.

I see a trauma therapist currently

 

[enril]

i am sometimes like that but I tend to be a little bitter toward God and I can’t help it

hey, God will always be there for you. waiting to listen that's what makes him different from people friends.

 

[enril]

I see a trauma therapist currently

man, you are broken. I am broken. everyones broken. some of us more than others, but think of jesus like glue, to fix us.

 

[CarriePie]

oh yeah, I am really good at faking. having to hide all this for three years.... i am too good at faking. tiny lies are amost every othem sentence.

Yes, I can relate to those types of lies. I used to work with hundreds of people and if was going through something but had to act like I wasn't, by the time I'd get home I felt like I'd lied hundreds of times that I have a smashing day and doing great or life is just grand. For some reason, no one wants to hear that you aren't have a smashing day lol.

 

[enril]

I see a trauma therapist currently

as in, probably (I hope) worse than your trauma. he saw his friends all shot in a school shooting, and was almost shot one himself. because of Demons.

 

[seantspence]

man, you are broken. I am broken. everyone’s broken. some of us more than others, but think of jesus like glue, to fix us.

I’ve been talking to God between posts. Feels nice having that peace with him

 

[enril]

Yes, I can relate to those types of lies. I used to work with hundreds of people and if was going through something but had to act like I wasn't, by the time I'd get home I felt like I'd lied hundreds of times that I have a smashing day and doing great or life is just grand. For some reason, no one wants to hear that you aren't have a smashing day lol.

well, I have almost never lied about that type of thing, but, a slight exeggeration here and there, a small lie,

 

[ResidentAlien]

I found how to block her and blocked her

There ya go!

 

[enril]

I’ve been talking to God between posts. Feels nice having that peace with him

nice.

 

[enril]

man, you are broken. I am broken. everyones broken. some of us more than others, but think of jesus like glue, to fix us.

"and sid is the icky, sticky stuff that binds us all together" -diego

 

[seantspence]

There ya go!

no more contact with witches hopefully

 

[enril]

"and sid is the icky, sticky stuff that binds us all together" -diego

"You need to let go of the past so you can have a futere" -icky, sticky stuff

 

[seantspence]

"You need to let go of the past so you can have a futere" -icky, sticky stuff

I think that is why I have a therapist

 

[enril]

goodness of God.
all my life you have been faithful, all my life you have been so, so good, with every breath that i am able, i will sing, of the goodness of God,

 

[seantspence]

goodness of God.
all my life you have been faithful, all my life you have been so, so good, with every breath that i am able, i will sing, of the goodness of God,

there you go! Sing it!

 

[jacko]

Just take it day by day and hour by hour. I was having a rough day yesterday and , honestly, I was having really negative thoughts and felt being let down by so many people.

So I went to take a walk and started to just pray and I felt a little bit better afterwards. Thank you, Lord Jesus for always being there for us. Thank you, Holy Spirit for living inside us.