I thought this was a Christian Godly discussion? The impression I get from you is that you are getting quite upset. I could be wrong even though in some areas you are using all caps but, just let me know. I'm sorry if I have made you upset, and if that's true, I ask for your forgiveness. So, my next question is that do you agree with this: Jesus died on the cross so that salvation is possible. If so, you believe a falsely statement. It's like you believe Jesus went the first 95% and we have to go the last 5% if you believe that. This just isn't true. This is the proof I'm talking about: 14 I am the good shepherd. I know my own and my own know me, 15 just as the Father knows me and I know the Father; and I lay down my life for the sheep. 16 And I have other sheep that are not of this fold. I must bring them also, and they will listen to my voice. So there will be one flock, one shepherd. 17 For this reason the Father loves me, because I lay down my life that I may take it up again. 18 No one takes it from me, but I lay it down of my own accord. I have authority to lay it down, and I have authority to take it up again. This charge I have received from my Father.” . You should be able to see why this is proof. But then what about John 6? Didn't a bunch of people turn away? Yes, but they never actually believed. Also John 10:28-29 is proof too. No one can snatch His sheep out of His hands. You can also read Romans 8:28-30, Ephesians 1:4-5, 2 Timothy 1:9. This is surly comfort to believers knowing that their salvation is secured in Christ. God has chosen a people before the foundation of the world or time began to Himself, and those are His sheep. All people on YouTube, Facebook, Twitter, etc, that say they used to believe in God never actually did. I'll wait to see what you have to say. Let's rejoice in the Lord together as we delve into scripture and the truth of God Word! I pray that God may reveal the truth in to us by the Spirit through His living Word the separates soul and Spirit. I love you brother in Christ.
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