hi im a teenager and i have health anxiety. I self diagnose myself with health problems and it's caused a lot of stress and depression for me . For my past "health problems" i told my mom except every time r i felt like a burden. Whenever I diagnose myself i immediately feel like I'm going to die there was one night recently where i thought i was going to sleep and i would never wake up. I pray to god everyday for help and i know he gives me strength but i struggle to cope still. A week ago my stomach felt really tight and its been like that for 2 weeks and i told my mom she got fed up and said she doesn't care if i fail my exams as long as im healthy that' s all that matters except i dont think i will ever be healthy. On my arm i have a big mole since i was born except i feel like it's cancerous and have been worrying for a month. I dont know what to do because my mom will just get mad and i get really nervous to go to the doctor's. I need advice knowing i know i should tell my mom but i dont have the strength to. I admit the idea of dying scares me and i really enjoy my life except there are times where god plans for it to happen.
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