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[ForgiveMeGod]

Is that what you were eating? Didn't even notice lol.



You are much more than a handsome man! It's nice to see you though. Even just your knee lol

Thank you for your warm and touching words <3




I was getting ready to say that I think I'm going to call it a night...or day. I'm getting sleepy.
I hope to have some nice dreams
It's been nice spending the night with you...even the difficult moments.
I hope your sleep is bliss!!

Sadly. A guy that use to eat salmon and steak dinners every night to chicken nuggets. I sound like I’m complaining but I do like the chicken nuggets. The salmon and steak every night makes me sound like I was some type of king or something.

i am glad I can make you happy with my knee. Just seems so innocent of you to say.

i was just starting to really enjoy the day/night. I really don’t know how it went so fast. Maybe cause we started so late.

i just took my medication and melatonin gummies like 20 minutes ago, so i was getting ready for sleep.

The difficult moments are needed. It’s good to share everything. Even the conversation you don’t want to have. Just so we see where we are at.

Fortunately, I haven’t been having sex dreams anymore, so hopefully the melatoni/magnesium gummies are making that happen or just me praying to God about it that one time but it seems like it hasn’t happened for a week. So another step in 5he right direction.

Hope you have a good night and hopefully there is no morning chainsaw action today!

 

[CarriePie]

Sadly. A guy that use to eat salmon and steak dinners every night to chicken nuggets. I sound like I’m complaining but I do like the chicken nuggets. The salmon and steak every night makes me sound like I was some type of king or something.

i am glad I can make you happy with my knee. Just seems so innocent of you to say.

i was just starting to really enjoy the day/night. I really don’t know how it went so fast. Maybe cause we started so late.

i just took my medication and melatonin gummies like 20 minutes ago, so i was getting ready for sleep.

The difficult moments are needed. It’s good to share everything. Even the conversation you don’t want to have. Just so we see where we are at.

Fortunately, I haven’t been having sex dreams anymore, so hopefully the melatoni/magnesium gummies are making that happen or just me praying to God about it that one time but it seems like it hasn’t happened for a week. So another step in 5he right direction.

Hope you have a good night and hopefully there is no morning chainsaw action today!

I like chicken nuggets too!

Of course, you have a nice knee!

I agree, difficult moments are needed. The pain the alters. Sometimes we need the pain that alters.

There's been chainsawing all day lol. But, I managed to fit some sleep in.

I hope you got/are getting some nice rest!! I'm going to go do house chores. I've got a list I need to work on. So, I'm going to turn on music, sing badly to it, and get with it lol.

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

I like chicken nuggets too!

Of course, you have a nice knee!

I agree, difficult moments are needed. The pain the alters. Sometimes we need the pain that alters.

There's been chainsawing all day lol. But, I managed to fit some sleep in.

I hope you got/are getting some nice rest!! I'm going to go do house chores. I've got a list I need to work on. So, I'm going to turn on music, sing badly to it, and get with it lol.

You are too good to me. I just bragged about you to a nonbeliever.

I’m surprised that you were able to sleep and I don’t know how you manage to sleep only that long. I need 8 hours most of the tim. Sometimes I do function with les, which as happened wayyy more often recently.

i got decent rest. It’s still odd waking up in darkness.

Hey, at least you have fun while doing chores. I usually do chores cause I want my mom to be happy but most of the tim, it’s impossible to please her.

 

[CarriePie]

You are too good to me. I just bragged about you to a nonbeliever.

I’m surprised that you were able to sleep and I don’t know how you manage to sleep only that long. I need 8 hours most of the tim. Sometimes I do function with les, which as happened wayyy more often recently.

i got decent rest. It’s still odd waking up in darkness.

Hey, at least you have fun while doing chores. I usually do chores cause I want my mom to be happy but most of the tim, it’s impossible to please her.

You bragged about me? *blush* You're too smashing <3

There is some land across the road from me that a bunch of people have been clearing. It's been very noisy in the day time. I went to sleep shortly after my good night post. I don't remember when I woke, but I got busy doing chores. Then I formed ground lamb patties and cooked them all. In the middle of my tasks, I stopped to do my facial exercises and gua shaing. I usually watch a creationist video while I do that. The video I picked ended before I was finished and I noticed a song of yours that I hadn't seen/heard, so I clicked it. It's called I Survived the Hollywood Club Scene. It's smashing! Really enjoyed it

My dad was that way. I loved/love him dearly, but he was impossible to please. Bless his heart. Sometimes these parents require the patience of steel.

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

You bragged about me? *blush* You're too smashing <3

There is some land across the road from me that a bunch of people have been clearing. It's been very noisy in the day time. I went to sleep shortly after my good night post. I don't remember when I woke, but I got busy doing chores. Then I formed ground lamb patties and cooked them all. In the middle of my tasks, I stopped to do my facial exercises and gua shaing. I usually watch a creationist video while I do that. The video I picked ended before I was finished and I noticed a song of yours that I hadn't seen/heard, so I clicked it. It's called I Survived the Hollywood Club Scene. It's smashing! Really enjoyed it

My dad was that way. I loved/love him dearly, but he was impossible to please. Bless his heart. Sometimes these parents require the patience of steel.

You’re like in a once in a life time occurrence.

Lamb pattie? Yum! I love lamb!

I’m surprised you liked it. It’s my latest song. I’m not as impressed with it as I am Unrepentent Sin though. Unrepentant Sin was like two months in the works, where as I Survived the Hollywood Club Scene was like a week of life happening before I decided to compose it.

They sure do. For me though it’s like constantly walking on egg shells for ten years.

 

[CarriePie]

You're sweet!
Gracious words are like a honeycomb, sweetness to the soul... (Proverbs 16:24).

I really did like it! Your work is amazing <3

I took some pics of some food stuffs, just haven't gotten around to posting them yet. I might do that next.

I opened the envelope from the funeral director today (the one with the book). He's started addressing me as "Mrs." He either forgot, or he knows something about me that I don't know lol

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

You bragged about me? *blush* You're too smashing <3

There is some land across the road from me that a bunch of people have been clearing. It's been very noisy in the day time. I went to sleep shortly after my good night post. I don't remember when I woke, but I got busy doing chores. Then I formed ground lamb patties and cooked them all. In the middle of my tasks, I stopped to do my facial exercises and gua shaing. I usually watch a creationist video while I do that. The video I picked ended before I was finished and I noticed a song of yours that I hadn't seen/heard, so I clicked it. It's called I Survived the Hollywood Club Scene. It's smashing! Really enjoyed it

My dad was that way. I loved/love him dearly, but he was impossible to please. Bless his heart. Sometimes these parents require the patience of steel.

You are a once in a life time occurence*

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

You're sweet!
Gracious words are like a honeycomb, sweetness to the soul... (Proverbs 16:24).

I really did like it! Your work is amazing <3

I took some pics of some food stuffs, just haven't gotten around to posting them yet. I might do that next.

I opened the envelope from the funeral director today (the one with the book). He's started addressing me as "Mrs." He either forgot, or he knows something about me that I don't know lol

My name doesn’t mean God is Gracious for nothing!

Hopefully I can maybe create another one tonight or tomorrow. The quality of the songs seem to go up, the longer I’m away from working on them. Which doesn’t make sense logically.

I just downed an iced vanilla latte……….i didn’t buy it! We’ll see what I eat. I still haven’t really gotten ready for the evening. Surprisingly woke up just a little bit ago. Less then 2 hours ago.

He probably forgot or assumed. Sometimes my mom and I get mail, such as Mr. and Mrs. Spence. And sometimes when we go out as a family, I get confused for her husband…

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

I never posted that last post, until now. I wrote it hours ago and never pressed reply. Thought I did.

 

[CarriePie]

My name doesn’t mean God is Gracious for nothing!

Hopefully I can maybe create another one tonight or tomorrow. The quality of the songs seem to go up, the longer I’m away from working on them. Which doesn’t make sense logically.

I just downed an iced vanilla latte……….i didn’t buy it! We’ll see what I eat. I still haven’t really gotten ready for the evening. Surprisingly woke up just a little bit ago. Less then 2 hours ago.

He probably forgot or assumed. Sometimes my mom and I get mail, such as Mr. and Mrs. Spence. And sometimes when we go out as a family, I get confused for her husband…

I think it makes sense. Our brains need a break too. Sometimes when you are deeply into a project (writing, music, etc.) you get "too close" and creative juices get thrown off. Even in working out, our muscles need a certain amount of time to recover in order to build more muscle. The body is a wonderful thing.

It was just weird. I always see Miss or Ms., not Mrs. lol

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

I think it makes sense. Our brains need a break too. Sometimes when you are deeply into a project (writing, music, etc.) you get "too close" and creative juices get thrown off. Even in working out, our muscles need a certain amount of time to recover in order to build more muscle. The body is a wonderful thing.

It was just weird. I always see Miss or Ms., not Mrs. lol

Like I didn’t create music for a while like three or four months ago and then randomly, I created a song called heatwave, along with a bunch of vocal tracks.

i really would like to sing in my songs and not use secular vocal artists though. I don’t know what I’m waiting for.

Want to know something really funny?

My dad’s name is Shannon. So a lot of the time, he’ll receive mail and it will be addressed to Mrs. Shannon Spence lol. I crack up every time!

 

[CarriePie]

Like I didn’t create music for a while like three or four months ago and then randomly, I created a song called heatwave, along with a bunch of vocal tracks.

i really would like to sing in my songs and not use secular vocal artists though. I don’t know what I’m waiting for.

Want to know something really funny?

My dad’s name is Shannon. So a lot of the time, he’ll receive mail and it will be addressed to Mrs. Shannon Spence lol. I crack up every time!

Back in the summer, I told the funeral director and both of his assistants that I was moving out of state after the election. Apparently, he knows that didn't happen and he keeps sending me stuff. Carter (that's the funeral director) told me as we looked into the ground at dad's casket, "Make sure it's what you really want to do." (He was talking about me moving away). He said it in a way that seemed like it was something I need to take very seriously. That stuck with me.

I hope you'll get to do more with your music. I hope you'll get to try singing. I think your voice is truly smashing.

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

Back in the summer, I told the funeral director and both of his assistants that I was moving out of state after the election. Apparently, he knows that didn't happen and he keeps sending me stuff. Carter (that's the funeral director) told me as we looked into the ground at dad's casket, "Make sure it's what you really want to do." (He was talking about me moving away). He said it in a way that seemed like it was something I need to take very seriously. That stuck with me.

I hope you'll get to do more with your music. I hope you'll get to try singing. I think your voice is truly smashing.

Moving out of state or another place in state is a big decision, and can change everything about your life. Sometimes though, I think it is really needed. Especially if there are oppressive spirits in your house or in your city/county. I was wayyy more free when I lived in Orange County. At least it seemed like it. Orange County is also red, go figure. They were blue for the last 12 years though I think but this year, they were really on board with what is going on right now.

If I were to move anywhere in state, it would be Irvine, California. It’s the only city in California that I would want to raise kids in. Other places I would want to raise kids are either Midwest or Texas, maybe Florida but probably not.

I have chances every day to sing but I just don’t. Like I could sing right now if I wanted to and no one would here me.

 

[CarriePie]

When the doctors told me that dad only had a limited time left to live, the decision was made that I should move to Atlanta. I even told dad not long before he dad that I would be okay and to not worry about me. The funeral director, it was as if God was speaking through him, seemed apprehensive about me moving. Two days after he told me to make sure I really want to move, things changed. After things changed and I was praying, God put a strong feeling on me that I only need to "just be" right now. Then God gave me the ability not long after that feeling, then I knew that's what His will is.

No offense to Texas, but no one could get me to live there...I'm too biased to Oklahoma lol. Of course, if the Lord told me to move there I'd have to.

You are blessed with a gorgeous voice! Me, on the other hand, I sound like Tiny Tim when I sing

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

When the doctors told me that dad only had a limited time left to live, the decision was made that I should move to Atlanta. I even told dad not long before he dad that I would be okay and to not worry about me. The funeral director, it was as if God was speaking through him, seemed apprehensive about me moving. Two days after he told me to make sure I really want to move, things changed. After things changed and I was praying, God put a strong feeling on me that I only need to "just be" right now. Then God gave me the ability not long after that feeling, then I knew that's what His will is.

No offense to Texas, but no one could get me to live there...I'm too biased to Oklahoma lol. Of course, if the Lord told me to move there I'd have to.

You are blessed with a gorgeous voice! Me, on the other hand, I sound like Tiny Tim when I sing

I think that if you weren’t in God’s hands, that Atlanta would definitely be the best survival move but I pray that other options come up, or you end up staying in your home state, just cause you are so used to it and love the state so much. Moving can be a real shock to the system. Sometimes it really works out though but a lot of the time, it takes work and sometimes like a decade to build your support system back up.

I have family out in Texas, so that is why I chose Texas. I really know nothing about it, nor have I ever been there.

i have family in Washington too. So that is another option. I think I would rather go to Washington, than Texas but that is only cause I’ve experienced it already.

Maybe your voice can be used somehow. I do have a lot of vox vocals in my songs, which are basically snippets of words that don’t verbally make a word but a human noise, just so people feel more connected to the music.

 

[CarriePie]

The best place for any of us to be is where the Lord guides us. Right now, I feel he wants me to be here. I hope I can get out for a bit in the Spring though, and maybe by then He will reveal to me what I am to do and where I am to be. It's kind of exciting, 'cause I know it won't be all that long before I will be on a new path...one the Lord has guided me to.

I have family in Texas too, but they are distant and I haven't talked to them in decades.

If you were a teacher, I'd never pay any attention to anything I was being taught lol. Your voice is captivating

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

The best place for any of us to be is where the Lord guides us. Right now, I feel he wants me to be here. I hope I can get out for a bit in the Spring though, and maybe by then He will reveal to me what I am to do and where I am to be. It's kind of exciting, 'cause I know it won't be all that long before I will be on a new path...one the Lord has guided me to.

I have family in Texas too, but they are distant and I haven't talked to them in decades.

If you were a teacher, I'd never pay any attention to anything I was being taught lol. Your voice is captivating

Well, I’m glad I was able to be apart of it.

I’m in the same boat with my Texas relatives. Is it just me or is tonight not as exciting as usual? I think tonight has been a night of more mature conversation than I’m used to. I’m fine with it but also love shaking things up a bit and creating sparks. Maybe cause it’s Sunday and a bunch of people are going to work or school tomorrow. It is Thanksgiving week. So a lot of people travel and visit family this week. I’ll keep you company though. Glad your friend really stepped to the plate this year and invited you to join her for thanksgiving this year. She seems like she really changed her life around, considering what you mentioned before.

i think even though you wouldn’t be paying attention to my teaching. That subconsciously, you would pick up everything I would tell you and learn one way or another. i’m a great trainer by the way, especially when I master skills. I guess you can say that is teaching.

 

[CarriePie]

Well, I’m glad I was able to be apart of it.

I’m in the same boat with my Texas relatives. Is it just me or is tonight not as exciting as usual? I think tonight has been a night of more mature conversation than I’m used to. I’m fine with it but also love shaking things up a bit and creating sparks. Maybe cause it’s Sunday and a bunch of people are going to work or school tomorrow. It is Thanksgiving week. So a lot of people travel and visit family this week. I’ll keep you company though. Glad your friend really stepped to the plate this year and invited you to join her for thanksgiving this year. She seems like she really changed her life around, considering what you mentioned before.

i think even though you wouldn’t be paying attention to my teaching. That subconsciously, you would pick up everything I would tell you and learn one way or another. i’m a great trainer by the way, especially when I master skills. I guess you can say that is teaching.

What should we do to make it more exciting?

That's an honest and innocent question, btw! lol

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

What should we do to make it more exciting?

That's an honest and innocent question, btw! lol

I’m not sure considering our current boundaries. I do want to continue respecting your boundaries though, just so we don’t hurt one another. I think the boundaries are currently there for a reason and I am pretty sure God has them up for a reason, to protect us.

Are you listening to music right now? I’m currently sitting in absolute silence, so maybe I should turn some music on.

It might be too early to play Christmas tunes.

We can watch people being trampled in stores on previous black fridays and be thankful we aren’t apart of that but we may have to move over to the pagan holidays thread, just so others can chime in? Just an idea.

I’ll start off with this…

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

What should we do to make it more exciting?

That's an honest and innocent question, btw! lol

This video is boring