My toughest challenge should be (but somehow isn't) that I am basically alone. I have a large family, but we haven't spoken in years. Simply put, they have utter contempt for Christ/Christianity, and, therefore, they cannot stand me. Their contempt for Christ and me is so great that I honestly believe that they would be happy if I was dead, and I am not exaggerating.
I have about 4 friends on the planet, but they all have their own lives. The nearest one to me is about 1 1/2 hours away. I only see any of them about 2 times a year, but I do talk to one of them on the phone more times than that.
I have no church. Not only does my job require me to work on Sundays, but the churches near me are all terrible. Actually, beyond terrible.
I really don't like my job, and I applied for 3 other jobs about 3 or 4 weeks ago, and they all offered me positions. I turned them all down because the one thing that I do have at work is a lot of people who like me. In fact, I spent Thanksgiving with two of them, and another co-worker just invited me over to spend Christmas with him and his fiancé. Seeing how some of my co-workers are the closest thing that I have to family, I have chosen to stay at my current job, at least for the time being, because to lose them would basically leave me without any sort of fellowship whatsoever, and that is not something that I desire at the moment.
Having said all that, I TRULY am fine about 99% of the time. In fact, I often wonder why I'm not a wreck. My best guess is that God's grace truly is sufficient for me.
My real challenge is in figuring out what God wants me to do with the remainder of my life. I know that I will only get the answer to that question through prayer, but I have been so busy (and tired) lately because work is insane during this time of the year, so I have kind of put getting that answer on hold for a short season. When things calm down at work in a couple of weeks, then I really need to seek God's face.
I am not sure that I will stay on this forum too much longer. Quite frankly, with pretty much only one exception, I have yet to see the "chat" part of ChristianChat. In other words, only one person here has really been friendly towards me. One is better than none, and I guess that I'm just not people's cup of tea. It is what it is. God loves me, so I'm good.