Honestly, I am not mad at God for anything, and my life has been anything but easy. In fact, it has been very hard.
Anyhow, I know that God is not to blame for any of it. My problems have always stemmed from Satan or demons themselves, from wicked people, or from my own foolishness.
I have reduced the last variable tremendously over the years, but the first two remain constants.
Right now, after years of walking with God, I am definitely sure of one thing, and it is this:
Jesus is Lord.