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[Blain]

Hi, yes I'm interestet in art, though I'm not blessed with the ability to create it myself. The picture looks great, do you make them for something specifically?

Not anything specifically just for fun and for the enjoyment of others some of them are requests like this one

 

[Lightinthedark]

Not anything specifically just for fun and for the enjoyment of others some of them are requests like this one View attachment 275991

That looks beautiful!

 

[Blain]

That looks beautiful!

Thank you I am working on a flower at the moment maybe I can show you when I am done I love flowers. So how have you enjoyed cc so far made any good friends yet? any particular topics you like to discuss?

 

[Lightinthedark]

Thank you I am working on a flower at the moment maybe I can show you when I am done I love flowers. So how have you enjoyed cc so far made any good friends yet? any particular topics you like to discuss?

Yes, I would love to see the flower when you're done. I'm not that active on cc, but i've met some kind people. Can you tell me something about you? Like how you found God and what he did in your life?

 

[Blain]

Yes, I would love to see the flower when you're done. I'm not that active on cc, but i've met some kind people. Can you tell me something about you? Like how you found God and what he did in your life?

I found God when I was at my lowest point in life I never knew love and my family disowned me I wqas abused in many ways physical emotional was drugged starved tortured ect. I finally broke down in my room in tears and begged him to come into my heart I just wanted to know I was not alone I wanted to know what love feels like in my tears I went to bed thinking he wouldn't answer me but boy was I wrong the next morning I woke up filled to the brim with life and what felt like a combination of fire and electricity flowing through me his power his love his life all of that I danced for joy unable to stop praising and thanking him.

I fell madly in lovfe with him and that love has grown deeper and deeper over time an intamacy words cannot describe and not to mention from all the hardship it was like for all my suffering he blessed me with love and closeness he even has shown himself to me many times I have met father God twice Jesus seven yimes and the holy spirit as well he has blessed me in ways like that

 

[Lightinthedark]

I found God when I was at my lowest point in life I never knew love and my family disowned me I wqas abused in many ways physical emotional was drugged starved tortured ect. I finally broke down in my room in tears and begged him to come into my heart I just wanted to know I was not alone I wanted to know what love feels like in my tears I went to bed thinking he wouldn't answer me but boy was I wrong the next morning I woke up filled to the brim with life and what felt like a combination of fire and electricity flowing through me his power his love his life all of that I danced for joy unable to stop praising and thanking him.

I fell madly in lovfe with him and that love has grown deeper and deeper over time an intamacy words cannot describe and not to mention from all the hardship it was like for all my suffering he blessed me with love and closeness he even has shown himself to me many times I have met father God twice Jesus seven yimes and the holy spirit as well he has blessed me in ways like that

Wow thats really a miracle only God can do!
Did God heal you completly from the wounds your Family and others gave you? And could you forgive these people?

 

[Blain]

Wow thats really a miracle only God can do!
Did God heal you completly from the wounds your Family and others gave you? And could you forgive these people?

Well the inner wounds are always the hardest to heal and they never fully went away I do still long to know what it is like to have a family that actually cares about me but yes I have forgiven them long ago I was never the type to hold a grudge

 

[Blain]

Wow thats really a miracle only God can do!
Did God heal you completly from the wounds your Family and others gave you? And could you forgive these people?

Oh also here is the flower I made

 

[Lightinthedark]

Oh also here is the flower I made View attachment 275993

The flower is really beautiful, is there a reason you made it purple and orange?

 

[Lightinthedark]

Well the inner wounds are always the hardest to heal and they never fully went away I do still long to know what it is like to have a family that actually cares about me but yes I have forgiven them long ago I was never the type to hold a grudge

Are you in contact with your family?

 

[Blain]

The flower is really beautiful, is there a reason you made it purple and orange?

The flower is really beautiful, is there a reason you made it purple and orange?

I just like the color combination I was considering making a deep red one but the purple to me represents royalty the orage represents the fire inside me aka the holy spirit hence the fire you see in the background

 

[Blain]

Are you in contact with your family?

No, they want nothing to do with me ever since I escaped them I tried to make ammends with them but they said they disowned me for a reason but honestly it is likely for the best all the abuse they put me through and after they stole so much money from me it is best to keep thorns out of your garden

 

[Lightinthedark]

No, they want nothing to do with me ever since I escaped them I tried to make ammends with them but they said they disowned me for a reason but honestly it is likely for the best all the abuse they put me through and after they stole so much money from me it is best to keep thorns out of your garden

So they never regretted what they did to you?

 

[Blain]

So they never regretted what they did to you?

not in the slightest but it is ok even though I never had a family that loved me it taught me to truly appreciate what family I do have and that family I found here in cc
I am a gentle soul so that is why I love flowers so much like me they are tender and delicate fit only for the most gentle of hands but that also means I am hurt deeply with wounds that cut more than a blade however perhaps that is why God revealed himself to me how he did I think he treasures a damaged flower

 

[Lightinthedark]

not in the slightest but it is ok even though I never had a family that loved me it taught me to truly appreciate what family I do have and that family I found here in cc
I am a gentle soul so that is why I love flowers so much like me they are tender and delicate fit only for the most gentle of hands but that also means I am hurt deeply with wounds that cut more than a blade however perhaps that is why God revealed himself to me how he did I think he treasures a damaged flower

It sounds so easy when you talk about forgiving, even when they dont regret it or ask for forgiveness... How long ago was that all?

 

[Blain]

It sounds so easy when you talk about forgiving, even when they dont regret it or ask for forgiveness... How long ago was that all?

Well it happened over the course of my whole life and only ended when I almost died last year from neglect and starvation so pretty recently

 

[Lightinthedark]

Well it happened over the course of my whole life and only ended when I almost died last year from neglect and starvation so pretty recently

Last year? And you have peace with your past? Sounds unbelievable but with God nothing is Impossible

 

[Lightinthedark]

not in the slightest but it is ok even though I never had a family that loved me it taught me to truly appreciate what family I do have and that family I found here in cc
I am a gentle soul so that is why I love flowers so much like me they are tender and delicate fit only for the most gentle of hands but that also means I am hurt deeply with wounds that cut more than a blade however perhaps that is why God revealed himself to me how he did I think he treasures a damaged flower

How did you come across cc?

 

[Blain]

Last year? And you have peace with your past? Sounds unbelievable but with God nothing is Impossible

That is what love can do, love is the driving force that brings forgiveness

 

[Blain]

How did you come across cc?

I found it when I was online looking for chirsitans to talk to I was brand new in faith and didn't have anyone to teach me so I came across this site and it has been my home and family ever since