Have you tried praying? It is profitable in all things and the Lord can give you peace that passes all understanding.
36 But I said unto you, That ye also have seen me, and believe not.
It amazes me how many Christians have seen the Lord, seen His crucifixion. He is the one who conquered death, not some pillow fight. How come some Christians are so soft? The Day of the Lord is when the Lord will give them as good as they gave. With what judgement they judge they shall be judged, with what measure they measured it will be measured to them again.