Yes I have, twice I believe.
I live alone, lost most of family because I stood my ground during covid, lost the rest of them because I stood my ground for Christ. I have no brothers and no church, not for a lack of desire, but God has chosen to keep me alone during this season of my life.
I come here for fellowship, to grow and to help others grow in Christ. But that doesn't seem to be what happens mostly in these forums. All the constant debate and arguing, it grieves my spirit. But not nearly as much as when I allow myself to start getting worked up over one particular topic or another. So I create a password I will never remember, and dip out for a few months.
But eventually the desire to talk about Christ and fellowship with His people will lead me back to the forum. Every time I come here I try to be more measured, less confrontational, and more loving and kind then the last, its obviously a work in progress.
I love the Lord Jesus Christ. I've had people tell me, "all you ever want to talk about is Jesus, don't you have any other interests?" They have no idea.
I wish that Christ was all we talked about here, how to love Him in the way He deserves, holiness, sanctification, how to improve our ministries and prayer lives etc. But its clear that our opinions about this or that are far more important to many who name the name of Christ, than actually living for Him.
Straining gnats and swallowing camels seems to be the order of the day in most Christian forums. But its still usually at least a little better than fellowship with the world.