I wish you well, I watched my mum suffer for a long time,
She suffered for years to the point where she lost some of her dignity as she was bed ridden, for 5 years but she would always do her best to encourage even in her suffering, and it was never a burden for us, tho she felt she was at times, she would say things like I'm so sorry it's took a whole army of people just to get me a new mattress and out of bed and back in again.
It never stopped her from speaking to us or encouraging us, or her giving up completely, all tho without our help monitoring her 24/7 she may have given up and felt that way, that she was to much of a burden.
My mum also went through every spiritual warfare battle there was through her life.
And without living by God and the word of faith she would never have carried on living for 5 years being bed ridden.
She also helped many people to beat addiction and witnessed many spiritual transformations in people after helping people beat every kind of addiction through the word if faith and the authority of the lord.
She even lived with cancer for five years and other life threatening illnesses whilst bed ridden for five years but that never killed her, what took her life was the lord peacefully as we witness her go peacefully holding our hands
God bless you friend
Thanks for sharing that. My belief is that God does not inflict suffering but He does allow each person to bear their own cross for good reasons we may not understand, so while I hope to die without suffering like your mother, I pray for God’s will to be done.