Sister, my advice is to do the bible study if you can find a good group. Pray about it.
What I think you should do regardless of your bible study group is to commit to reading the entire bible from cover to cover every year. I have been doing this for the past 6 or 7 years? It is very important to read it all for yourself. Remember, when we read the bible, the bible is reading us, I kid you not. Have you ever been reading scripture and one passage sounds like hey that's you! It's talking to me! That is called receiving a Rhema from the Lord. The "Logos" is God's written word, and Rhema's are the spoken word of God. He authored the bible so He has spoken every word of it. When we read the bible we are bringing ourselves into God's presence. The Bible will talk to you. It is the primary way that the Lord speaks to His people. It is the Holy Spirits job to lead us into all truth and He will do it when you reading it yourself.
Oh I forgot to write that reading the bible in one year is easy because you read 3 chapters a day on average. When you do 3 chapters it leaves you enough time to meditate on what you have read and pray and ask questions.