Let's run a very specific question. There is one series of experiments but two different statements about what the results are, and both statements are true, but imply two different things. Which would you choose, the one that fits your expectations or the one that defies them.
Now a group of scientists think they have figured out how to influence reportedly random outcomes without any physical means. They calculate how many examples they need to be 99.99% certain that the results will fit with expectations of randomness if not influenced. Then they run 300 experiments, all with enough examples to achieve the 99.99% certainty of randomness. They run 100 while trying to produce results exceeding chance, 100 trying to reduce results from chance and 1oo without adding any influence, purely random. Now if the results suggest there was influence, it challenges what you want to believe.
The scientists report that they got positive results, when they tried to exceed chance, they exceeded chance, when they tried to score below chance, they scored below chance and when they did not try to influence, they scored chance. The skeptic though reports that they ran 300 experiments and the results averaged within chance. Who are you willing to listen to, both statements are true, but the skeptics statement does not threaten your understanding of reality.
I do not seek to "tear down" your faith, only you can do that. But I am willing to present evidence that maybe faith is misdirected and allow others to decide if they are brave enough to change their faith to something that better fits reality.