" You just blindly walked into Christ one day without any conscious understanding of what you were doing?" There is so much misunderstanding in your statements I don't know where to begin. Sawdie, I HEARD ( faith cometh by hearing and hearing by the Word of God.
Rom 10:17), the gospel (which is Spirit), was convicted in my spirit, yet reluctant in my soul( to which the Gospel is, or was at that time, foolishness) and followed the leading of my convicted spirit to receive Christ as my Savior (" For as many as are led by the Spirit of God THEY are the sons of God.
Rom. 8:14) Again, when the scriptures say that we were " dead in trespasses and sins" in means that because we all, except for Jesus of course were, " shapen in iniquity; and in sin did my mother conceive me.
Psm 51:5, our spirits ( not you, you didn't have one) were deadened to the things of God. Since you think I don't understand earthly things let me try this again. One day I went to start my car, the radio played and the lights came on but it wouldn't start. I called AAA and after a delay they came and looked over the situation. He then gave me a hotshot and, voila , it started. I had a dead battery, it was still there, but it wasn't operating in the power of it's intended purpose. When I got the hotshot the battery was REGENERATED, or you could say BORN AGAIN. My spirit was REGENERATED, just as the battery, by the hotshot of the hearing and receiving of the Gospel. My un-regenerated spirit, it was still there, had enough power to play the radio and turn on the lights( hear and be convicted by the Gospel ) not but the power to operate in it's intended purpose That's as close an earthly parallel I can draw to explain to you what occurred when I got born again. The body NEVER leads, only follows , it only sends signals to our minds. If your heater were to break down in the winter while you were sleep your body would send a signal that it was colder. Your mind would be the deciding factor to try to fix the issue, if you would get another cover, put more PJs on or call the repair man. If you had a sudden, sharp pain your body is sending a signal that something is amiss, your mind than decides either to get medication or go to the doctor. Our bodies are either led by our souls or our spirits( see Rom. 8:14 above), it decides NOTHING. Carnality is a mindset, those who have not received Christ as Savior think carnally( fleshly ) only, the more the Christian renews our minds by taking God's thoughts as their own, the less carnal (fleshly) we become. That way we begin to fulfill the thoughts and plans God had for us from the foundation of the world. " For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end." Jer. 29:11 We live by way of our dominate thoughts.