I was born in a Christian family but not until 2025 that I fully met the Lord. However this March, I made a terrible mistake for having a relationship with a married man. I was not really sure of his status when he showed interest with me and I just fell for him. I remember that he showed me a family picture of the marriage ceremony of his child last year. It was my mistake that I didn’t ask about his marriage and confirm about it before its too late. Something happened to us and I feel really guilty about it. I tried to stop the relationship fully. He is a non believer btw, I think they are atheist because most people here in Japan is an atheist. I am scared to end it right now because I think that my work will be greatly affected since he is my coworker and a huge help when I am in trouble. I want to end it all but I am a so lost. I am scared that God turned his face away from me because I just got saved from wordly sins and here I was in a situation that God really hates. I don’t know how to start. I feel like I don’t deserve forgiveness and I feel like God will punish me and will put me in a situation where my future husband will also cheat on me. I am so lost please pray for me.


