i seriously just want to die.

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i do not know why i am really posting this on here. i do not want to kill myself but i am just so upset with my life that i seriously wish i could just die. i have had a serious history of this ssort of stuff in my past and everyone just thinks i do this for attention. maybe i do. idk. but i know that these feelings i have are so real and so severe and i dont know what to do with them anymore.
 
lovedlady said:
i do not know why i am really posting this on here. i do not want to kill myself but i am just so upset with my life that i seriously wish i could just die. i have had a serious history of this ssort of stuff in my past and everyone just thinks i do this for attention. maybe i do. idk. but i know that these feelings i have are so real and so severe and i dont know what to do with them anymore.
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1Pe 5:6 Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:

1Pe 5:7 Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.

1Pe 5:8 Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:
1Pe 5:9 Whom resist stedfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world.
1Pe 5:10 But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you.
1Pe 5:11 To him be glory and dominion for ever and ever. Amen.
 
i am really sorry but honestly none of that makes any sense to me.
 
Okay, maybe that was corny.

But I do love you though. What is really the matter?

If you want to talk in PM, that is fine also.
 
Father, Please pick up your daughter and hold her in your loving arms and remind her of Your love for her. Give her the peace which passes all understanding, and confort her heart. Give her peace and joy. Give her a desire to seek Your face Lord, to search the scriptures and to worship You.
In Jesus name, Amen
 
I can stay here in this thread until you say something to me at least.

I won't go to sleep if you don't.

(tapping his foot patiently waiting.)
:)
 
You think I am kidding? I will stay in this thread for 5 hours straight. hehe.
 
If my calculations are correct. There are 60 minutes in an hour, and about 300 minutes in 5 hours.

So if I refresh this page every 10 minutes, I will have refreshed it about 30 times. hmm. A long time coming.

...
 
Another 10 minutes passed. We are up to 40 minutes so far. And counting..

What is up ladylove. I mean, loved lady?
 
That is another 10 minutes. I have decided that this is a test.

So, if you will not speak and tell me what is the matter, then the Holy Ghost is going to tell me.

I want to see who is going to speak first. This should be very interesting.
 
That is another 10 minutes. I think that is about an hour.

I have to go to work in 4 hours. If you speak now I can go to sleep, if not, I will wait on the Lord to tell me for those 4 hours.

So, will we have it lovedlady?
 
Ramon said:
That is another 10 minutes. I think that is about an hour.

I have to go to work in 4 hours. If you speak now I can go to sleep, if not, I will wait on the Lord to tell me for those 4 hours.

So, will we have it lovedlady?
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I think she can keep a secret for longer than you can go without sleep. lol
 
TheAristocat said:
I think she can keep a secret for longer than you can go without sleep. lol
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Hmm. Interesting. Is that so?

Okay. I asked the Lord to tell me what is the matter if she doesn't. You are a witness to this. We will see who speaks first.

Because I asked him to tell me if she doesn't.

But I will say even more, that if she does tell me something, I will yet ask the Lord to tell me if it is the truth or not.

So this is a challenge. Let's see where my faith gets me.
 
10 more minutes. I have all day! lol.

(shutters his eyes)

hehe.

it is 2:43am here.
 
Ramon said:
10 more minutes. I have all day! lol.

(shutters his eyes)

hehe.

it is 2:43am here.
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I think you're cheating. Probably setting your alarm clock behind the scenes every 10 minutes and taking quick power naps. That's the only logical explanation. But seriously... this suspense makes me want to die. :(
 
LOL!!! By the way I forgot to post the 10 minute mark. O wait that is in 2 minutes.
 
TheAristocat said:
I think you're cheating. Probably setting your alarm clock behind the scenes every 10 minutes and taking quick power naps. That's the only logical explanation. But seriously... this suspense makes me want to die. :(
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Maybe I should take photos of my eyes every 20 minutes. I did think of that ya know. lol.
 
Okay there is the 10. I do have an alarm, but no power naps. lol.
 
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