Your autism could be an asset in helping to see Biblical context and understanding Scripture over all.
Of course, this is all tempered with the fact that these things are spiritually discerned and everything that goes with that.
I've never been tested for autism, but have had a few people close to me recommend it. Later in life, some family members and I agree that since autism is hereditary, we may all have it. I think that my mother had it too. It's possible to be autistic enough that is affects your life, but at the same time it's not so bad that you cannot function in life (barely). The symptoms are all there. It's made my life very difficult, to say the least, but I noticed that there are some assets to this thing. All, things work for the good of those who love Him, right?
Where ever there is a weakness, that, in turn, usually creates a strength somewhere else. Have you found all your strengths? I'll bet that you know all your weaknesses.
Anyways, I remember nights when I could not shut my mind off, so I would put that to good use. Laying in bed, I used to contemplate on Scripture for hours, the questions, answered, that then posing more questions. I would listen to Alistair Begg cassette tapes of sermons, various series, and fall asleep to them because my mind just would not shut off.
It's funny, I recently started watching this tv series about a woman who is autistic. Those around her became aware that she was very good at solving crimes. Apparently she worked as a file clerk at some kind of a police detective agency. anyways, those with autism process information differently. Probably more analytically that normal people do. I think the show was called "Patience". It's from Acorn.
When I was young, depression meds were new and that was what was usually prescribed to people like me. I tried them for a while, anxiety meds too, but I was not impressed. It seems to me that they just numbed me up, like alcohol or drugs, making them like anything else that stunted emotional growth and left us always needing something to run to until we actually deal with the the core problem, usually just growing up emotionally. But for an autistic, it gets a bit more complicated.
Anyways, I think that autism gives a person huge advantages in studying Scripture. We're neurotic about Scripture like everything thing else.
If you want to share anything about this or any similar experience, please do. I'm just writing this while it's fresh on my mind and hopefully it will give others a new perspective on things and help them in some way.
---Peanut Gallery
Of course, this is all tempered with the fact that these things are spiritually discerned and everything that goes with that.
I've never been tested for autism, but have had a few people close to me recommend it. Later in life, some family members and I agree that since autism is hereditary, we may all have it. I think that my mother had it too. It's possible to be autistic enough that is affects your life, but at the same time it's not so bad that you cannot function in life (barely). The symptoms are all there. It's made my life very difficult, to say the least, but I noticed that there are some assets to this thing. All, things work for the good of those who love Him, right?
Where ever there is a weakness, that, in turn, usually creates a strength somewhere else. Have you found all your strengths? I'll bet that you know all your weaknesses.
Anyways, I remember nights when I could not shut my mind off, so I would put that to good use. Laying in bed, I used to contemplate on Scripture for hours, the questions, answered, that then posing more questions. I would listen to Alistair Begg cassette tapes of sermons, various series, and fall asleep to them because my mind just would not shut off.
It's funny, I recently started watching this tv series about a woman who is autistic. Those around her became aware that she was very good at solving crimes. Apparently she worked as a file clerk at some kind of a police detective agency. anyways, those with autism process information differently. Probably more analytically that normal people do. I think the show was called "Patience". It's from Acorn.
When I was young, depression meds were new and that was what was usually prescribed to people like me. I tried them for a while, anxiety meds too, but I was not impressed. It seems to me that they just numbed me up, like alcohol or drugs, making them like anything else that stunted emotional growth and left us always needing something to run to until we actually deal with the the core problem, usually just growing up emotionally. But for an autistic, it gets a bit more complicated.
Anyways, I think that autism gives a person huge advantages in studying Scripture. We're neurotic about Scripture like everything thing else.
If you want to share anything about this or any similar experience, please do. I'm just writing this while it's fresh on my mind and hopefully it will give others a new perspective on things and help them in some way.
---Peanut Gallery
