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I do not know I feel that if I write I will be ridiculed.
Yet I guess there is a few people here who have cared for me, tho they never have met me or known me, their kindness is a blessing. I know when I say to not worry about me, yet they keep worrying for me. Because the heart of a Christian is like gold, full with so much care and kindness, that they cannot help themselves. I know many of you are suffering like me, from greater things, trials and wrongs of this life, trials of God, and attacks from the evil one, evil spirits, attacks from family or friends, attacks among your own Christian brothers and sisters, attacks from those who dont believe in God and so on. From the people running this site, from newest members of this site. Ive always said this site is a blessing. It brings peace to me when I feel full of many emotions full with anger. I know we all suffer and we all are victims but yet I will not say you guys are victims cuz I know you guys feel victorious with Jesus Christ Lord and savior.
I just want to say I know that your pain may be greater then mine.
I thank you for your kindness, and your prayers even when I seem to be acting like a jerk. I thank you.
Yet it has come down to accept that I cannot lie? I have no faith? I believe but no faith. I have giving up on this finally I have. I just wanted to say this because I just need for you to pray for me. I do not know for what anymore. I guess Im letting this pain take the best of me, and I honestly just accept I am evil from the inside. I have only told a few what Ive done and how I felt so I hope they understand that I just given up.
Yet I want to pray that I dont lose your guys's kindness I do not know where Im headed yet I still want to come here and chat with my fellow brothers like I always have, Ive enjoyed the randomness to the edifying and the chats many of you do with me? Tho Im a boring guy you still want to talk to me, and for that I hope God blesses you with the desires of your heart, since He denied mine then I hope He doubles yours... I dont need for people to come right now to me and tell me how I havent done anything, or that my efforts mean nothing because they have found a way to be with the Lord..
This right here is just a thank you to my friends and ask for prayer, just prayer for whatever you guys want to give me prayer but honestly just a thanks and petition to not shun me, because I will not calll myself a christian anymore since I in no terms feel I can call myself that anymore.. I just want to be a friends with all you kind people.
Thank You, I just wanted to say that since I woke up and I just thought about how probably Im not going to be able to continue with this anymore.. so I just didnt want to lie to anybody on how I should be um? considered the same as you when Im not.. Im less then you guys.. but still I want to be your friend..
Uriel.
Yet I guess there is a few people here who have cared for me, tho they never have met me or known me, their kindness is a blessing. I know when I say to not worry about me, yet they keep worrying for me. Because the heart of a Christian is like gold, full with so much care and kindness, that they cannot help themselves. I know many of you are suffering like me, from greater things, trials and wrongs of this life, trials of God, and attacks from the evil one, evil spirits, attacks from family or friends, attacks among your own Christian brothers and sisters, attacks from those who dont believe in God and so on. From the people running this site, from newest members of this site. Ive always said this site is a blessing. It brings peace to me when I feel full of many emotions full with anger. I know we all suffer and we all are victims but yet I will not say you guys are victims cuz I know you guys feel victorious with Jesus Christ Lord and savior.
I just want to say I know that your pain may be greater then mine.
I thank you for your kindness, and your prayers even when I seem to be acting like a jerk. I thank you.
Yet it has come down to accept that I cannot lie? I have no faith? I believe but no faith. I have giving up on this finally I have. I just wanted to say this because I just need for you to pray for me. I do not know for what anymore. I guess Im letting this pain take the best of me, and I honestly just accept I am evil from the inside. I have only told a few what Ive done and how I felt so I hope they understand that I just given up.
Yet I want to pray that I dont lose your guys's kindness I do not know where Im headed yet I still want to come here and chat with my fellow brothers like I always have, Ive enjoyed the randomness to the edifying and the chats many of you do with me? Tho Im a boring guy you still want to talk to me, and for that I hope God blesses you with the desires of your heart, since He denied mine then I hope He doubles yours... I dont need for people to come right now to me and tell me how I havent done anything, or that my efforts mean nothing because they have found a way to be with the Lord..
This right here is just a thank you to my friends and ask for prayer, just prayer for whatever you guys want to give me prayer but honestly just a thanks and petition to not shun me, because I will not calll myself a christian anymore since I in no terms feel I can call myself that anymore.. I just want to be a friends with all you kind people.
Thank You, I just wanted to say that since I woke up and I just thought about how probably Im not going to be able to continue with this anymore.. so I just didnt want to lie to anybody on how I should be um? considered the same as you when Im not.. Im less then you guys.. but still I want to be your friend..
Uriel.