oh plz pray for me

[simplyme_bekah]

Does your life ever suck so bad that you pray to God...you know what I am ready to just come home? When you are with someone that you are 99% sure that is unfaithful to you after 6 yrs in a relationship with them.....I feel hopeless. I feel broken. I feel confused. I feel shattered. I feel lost. I feel like I am stretched beyond endurance. I do not know what I'm suppose to do. I do not know how I am suppose to react. I am in a very dark hopeless place mentally and I call out for prayers with a desperate soul and heart and mind. I hurt so very badly. I have a man that tells me that because I live for God and I am proud of the fact that I do not cheat or lie or steal or do anything against our God that I live on a pedi-stoole. I am crying out in desperation to this. I do not know WHAT I AM SUPPOSE TO DO. I am so torn and mentally and in such a unrested place that it is crazy. *crying silently* please any advice is appreciated. How can one be expected to endure something like this..........I AM A TRAIN WRECK........I NEED PRAYERS QUIET DESPERATELY so I can figure out WHAT I am suppose to do.

 

[wwjd_kilden]

Praying. Only adive I can give is keep praying, keep turning to God, He is there even when it feels like He is miles away

 

[shekaniah]

We are to put our trust in God to guard our hearts and minds.
He is our protector and our savior...
What matters is what we will be in the next life...
This life is only temperary...the next is eternal.
Put your hope and faith in what God says...

2 Cor 4:18
18 So we do not focus on what is seen, but on what is unseen; for what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

Matt 22:28 - 30
28 Now then, at the resurrection, whose wife will she be of the seven, since all of them were married to her?”
29 Jesus replied, “You are in error because you do not know the Scriptures or the power of God.
"For in the resurrection they neither marry, nor are given in marriage, but are as the angels of God in heaven."


Psalm 146:3 -5
Do not put your trust in princes, in mortal men, who cannot save. When their spirit departs, they return to the ground; on that very day their plans come to nothing. Blessed is he whose help is the God of Jacob, whose hope is in the LORD his God,

Romans 15:13
13 May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.

Psalm 118:8
The LORD is with me; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me? The LORD is with me; he is my helper. I will look in triumph on my enemies. It is better to take refuge in the LORD than to trust in man.

 

[Keenen]

I will pray continually for you.

Proverbs 6:14 “Frowardness is in his heart, he deviseth mischief continually; he soweth discord.” Anyone can fall into sin, but the man of Belial lives in sin, delights in it, and devises it continually. It is the characteristic of his life. He delights in it whether it is profitable to him or not. “He aims not so much to enrich and advance himself as to do an ill turn to those about him,” [M. Henry]. Alas, how evil must he be who delights to do evil simply for evil’s sake. Sin has always been the great disrupter of the universe, and Satan the great sower of discord. Little wonder then if his people are continual sowers of discord between brethren. But there is justice for such: judgment shall find them.

Proverbs 6:15 “Therefore shall his calamity come suddenly; suddenly shall he be broken without remedy.” Here is the consequence of such sin—calamity (or destruction, as the same word is also rendered, (Job 21:30)). This Hebrew word means a burden, but is derived from a word meaning to surround, so that it suggests a burdensome judgment with no way out of it. Another awful thing about this calamity is that it comes upon one suddenly without time to prepare for it. “Without remedy” means without healing, (Prov. 29:1; Jer. 14:19; same word). One of the deceptions that Satan practices is in telling sinners that they will always have time to repent just before judgment falls upon them.

 

[pickles]

Beka, I learned long ago the best thing to do when one feels defeated, is to praise God!
I know it sounds crazy, but when you are defeated and low, the fastest way up is praising God.
He will lift you up!
I continue to keep you in my prayers in Jesus.

Hugs and God bless
pickles

 

[shemaiah]

From my few years on earth I have learnt that all things work together for good to those who love the Lord. And when things are rough for me I comfort myself with these words, coz I know God will make a way even where there seems to be no way. The lining is silver, we are never forgotten. God bless

 

[psychomom]

Bekah, please forgive me for offering (possibly unwanted) advice, but I feel the Lord would have me say this (after prayer):
perhaps He has had to make it this bad for you to walk away? If your man isn't saved, I don't believe you should be in this relationship with him, and surely should not be married to him.
Do not be bound together with unbelievers; for what partnership have righteousness and lawlessness, or what fellowship has light with darkness? Or what harmony has Christ with Belial, or what has a believer in common with an unbeliever? Or what agreement has the temple of God with idols? For we are the temple of the living God; just as God said 2 Cor. 6:14-16 NASB

I take these verses so seriously that I wouldn't be in business, or indeed, even have a close friend who isn't saved.

I'm so sorry if I have hurt you, but I really think I had to say that. I will certainly be in prayer for you, and I realize how easy it is for me to say things like this when it isn't my life. I pray you will forgive me if I offend you, dear sister. I pray for the Lord's will in your life. I ask God for your peace, and for happiness for you, too.
I hope you will let us know, if you feel so inclined, as to how you're doing from time to time. ♥
~ellie

 

[woodl]

Does your life ever suck so bad that you pray to God...you know what I am ready to just come home? When you are with someone that you are 99% sure that is unfaithful to you after 6 yrs in a relationship with them.....I feel hopeless. I feel broken. I feel confused. I feel shattered. I feel lost. I feel like I am stretched beyond endurance. I do not know what I'm suppose to do. I do not know how I am suppose to react. I am in a very dark hopeless place mentally and I call out for prayers with a desperate soul and heart and mind. I hurt so very badly. I have a man that tells me that because I live for God and I am proud of the fact that I do not cheat or lie or steal or do anything against our God that I live on a pedi-stoole. I am crying out in desperation to this. I do not know WHAT I AM SUPPOSE TO DO. I am so torn and mentally and in such a unrested place that it is crazy. *crying silently* please any advice is appreciated. How can one be expected to endure something like this..........I AM A TRAIN WRECK........I NEED PRAYERS QUIET DESPERATELY so I can figure out WHAT I am suppose to do.

Bekan hold on just a little bit longer. At all cost don't lose sight of God. This old world can't go on much longer.I know you want to hold it together but don't let him tear you away from God. All of our worries in this life will be over and we will be with our Lord in paradise for ever and ever. At all cost don't lose sight of that. Let him know that he's taking a different path than you and that you're not changing course. Keep your eyes on God. Trust him completely and don't stop praising him. May the Lord be with you always.

 

[simplyme_bekah]

thank you all for really good advice. This is such a huge fear to me since December. I feel confused mostly and fear and confusion and fear are of the devil. I am not sure that its not the devil taking my fears and using them against me. Yesterday was a bad place to find myself in. What I do know is that God has got this. I know that he see's everything. I surrender this relationship to him on a daily basis and ask that HIS will be done. I know that I do not walk alone through this. About a week ago this crap was driving me flipping nuts and I prayed and told God I couldn't handle these thoughts. He distanced me from them. Yesterday was the first time they came back in full force. I know that he will shine the light of his truth on us. I know that if I am not suppose to be here for much longer that he will have his way with this relationship. I am just going to keep praying, keep trusting, and keep following our Christ & King and keep believing that he has got this. Thank all of you for your prayers.

 

[Deadtosin]

Amen Simplyme, when we are in a thunderstorm its hard to see where we will land, and often it does result in fear, but I commend your steadfastness in your trust in our Lord Jesus Christ, He has already strengthened you and answered your prayers.

The tree may grieve over its large limb that has died. It has been there for so very long, The tree is so desperately sad to watch it fall, but what the tree didn't realize is that the dying limb was robbing it of sustenance that it desperately needed to survive the winter, and that strong breeze that wouldn't let up until it fell was a blessing from On HIGH! GOD bless with Love my sister!

Matthew 19:29
And every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name's sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life.

Matthew 5:11
Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake.

Matthew 10:22
And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endures to the end shall be saved.

 

[ginger1020]

Simply Me:

Hi simply me, I am sorry you are having to go through this-but remember Psalm 23 says "walk through"
not stay but through, I know it is difficult and you don't know how much more you can bear, but
remember, "peace be still" wait on God be still he is always an ON time GOD, he won't let you down
like people do sometimes. He will be on time to pick you up just keep praying and trusting in him.

You may not understand what all is going on with you in your life right now but remember the book of
JOB-he stood fast in his faith in CHRIST. You have to stand strong and lean to GOD even more to
him through this TEST he hasn't left or foresaken you and he's not going to because he does not lie
and that is his word to you that he will never leave or foresake you. Sometimes it is not for us to
understand but a TEST of Patience or for what ever God wants to bring us to the next level with him for the purpose he has for our lives. He never said it would be easy-like Jesus he had to carry his cross and so shall we have to bear our crosses. Just hang on hang on pray pray even more and REBUKE
SATAN in the name of the Father, The Son, and the Holy GHOST.

Call it by name->Satan and Rebuke IT Because the Victory has already been one Keep your heart and mind focused on GOD this life is but a Journey look ahead to the bigger picture->eternity were one day you will see Your most Holy Father's Face and he will welcome you into the Kingdom of Heavan to dwell with him forever and ever in the mansion that Christ told you that he went before you and prepared and said if it weren't so he would have told you so. So RISE UP Wipe the tears away Hold your Head up high your Father is a KING The Victory has already been won Don't allow Satan to destract you and steal your glory and rob you of your glorious blessings that Your Heavanly Father has in store for you so Rise up in the name of the Father, The Son, and the Holy Ghost!!

Turn your situation and your husband over to GOD and trust in him he does not make mistakes he always has your best interest at heart. Then just be still non wavering stay in his word meditate on it daily ask for his guidance and release it let it go he will handle it for you because he loves you so much that he gave his son for you and everyone because he loves all of us that much.

Take a deep breath and ask him to purge your heart and renew within you a newfound burning desire to seek him and draw closure to him. Release your husband and turn him over to GOD let GOD handle the situation. Keep smiling knowing you can always count on GOD!! RISE UP RISE UP.

May God Continue to Bless and Keep You!!

I have you in my prayers!!

 

[MesMom]

simplyme_bekah

Sometimes God tries to tell us things or direct us and we don't listen. So he speaks louder and changes our situation in a more profound manner. If we continue not to hear/listen to God, he makes things so difficult, that all we can do is listen to him and hear what he is trying to teach you. This has happen in my life a few times so I think I understand what may be happening.

Surrender your circumstance to God..... He is trying to tell you something and wants your life to be fulfilling, not draining. I will pray that the door he wants you to open is very clear and that you can see it without reservation. If you release your pain to God, let it go - completely, HE WILL HEAL YOU and make your life better.

In Him
Lara

 

[Keenen]

I'm still praying for you.

 

[pickles]

You continue in my prayers in Jesus.
Once you pass through these waters, for God will brng you through them, you will know the joy of the Lord!

(Many waters means confusing or difficult times)

Hugs and God bless
pickles

 

[psychomom]

Bekah- how are you today? I thought of you this morning (right after I wished my hubby a happy b'day) .
Just wondered if you're okay today, and wanted you to know I'm still praying for you, dear one.
~ellie

 

[shekaniah]

Prayers sent in the Love of Jesus....

 

[simplyme_bekah]

I just wanted to personally say thank you to everyone that gave really good advice. I have to let you know that your prayers have worked. I am totally at peace and these thoughts and worries have simply stopped. Makes me think it was the devil using my fears against me. I gave all of this to Jesus and asked that his will be done. I prayed that he would deliver me from this and he has to start mentally. yah!!! Its amazing how I can move forward with joy and happiness and peace that is from our King. I am sooooo very thankful to him for helping me and for you helping me good folks of CC with prayers. I pray that God blesses each and every one of you for your love and help and kindness. It is such a beautiful feeling to know that there are good people out there like you guys. All you ever see is so much darkness in the world with our news. Its a beautiful thing to see the light of our King in each of you. Keep up the good work guys and I truly hope God showers you with his blessings.

 

[Lucy68]

Praying for continued growth and peace in your life, Bekah. Satan will put us in turmoil so we cannot think and cannot act. May the Lord be with you in thought and in action

 

[simplyme_bekah]

You know I find it to be pretty darn amazing that all of my fears and doubts and stress over this has deflated very much like a ballon. I am happy, optimistic, trusting, and just full of peace. Its like God has his hand over my mind (prayed and asked him to do that) I am pretty sure now that it was just the devil using my fears against me as a weapon. I don't even have distrust in my heart or my mind towards my mate anymore. Instead I look at him and I just love him. I think maybe my walk is suppose to be hard with this relationship and that I am not suppose to give up. I have complete faith and hope that God has my mate in the palm of his hand and that he is going to be the one that brings about the change in him. I have felt for the whole 6 years that I am suppose to be with him. I think that God has given me to him because Tom needed a woman to truly love him for all that he is. I have this unlimited amount of compassion and forgiveness in me and I am the type of woman that see's the bad things in a person as being what makes them uniquely themselves instead of judging them. I accept people for exactly the way they were made and do not expect them to change in order to love them or accept them and my mate has always needed that. So I'd like to ask all of you to pray for tom to get saved and for God to pick him up. For God to touch his heart and his mind and to release the anger inside of him. He is the one that really needs our prayers. Thank you so much everyone for your prayers. It made amazing changes happen inside of me.

 

[wwjd_kilden]

Will be praying for him