Lovesong Poetry

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Wolf

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Let Go! -
(a reminder for myself)
by: me​

I don't want to do this anymore,
whatever this is, it is not love
this relationship
it does not bring me life,
it does not make me feel good about
who I am as a person,
it does not build me up,
its manipulative, controlling,
and for the most part threatening.
I've made excuses for many reasons,
out of fear and thinking
that one day you would come around.
I thought because you forcefully, held on,
I thought, I thought...I thought
that was love,
your comparisons are hurtful,
I know I always say this but
I want to be done.
I want to be strong for once.
I know love is real and I know
its something that can last long.
but I am not the one,
and what I give will never be enough.
What I am to you, will never
be good enough.​

Sometimes its better for me to just let go
first because I gave you enough,
but now its time to help myself,
Its time I realize I am worth
something more than how I'm treated.
nothing you say will save this or
do will make it right,
I'll just let you go and help myself.​

So hopefully this reminder
will stop me from feeling bad
for feeling like
I am worth something,
and I will mean a whole lot
to someone someday,
too.
That person will hold me by their side
and say, "This one is mine,
worth all of my time, she is no secret."
I think I'll wait for that instead.​
 
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Siberian_Khatru

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Wolf said:
Let Go! -
(a reminder for myself)
by: me​

I don't want to do this anymore,
whatever this is, it is not love
this relationship
it does not bring me life,
it does not make me feel good about
who I am as a person,
it does not build me up,
its manipulative, controlling,
and for the most part threatening.
I've made excuses for many reasons,
out of fear and thinking
that one day you would come around.
I thought because you forcefully, held on,
I thought, I thought...I thought
that was love,
your comparisons are hurtful,
I know I always say this but
I want to be done.
I want to be strong for once.
I know love is real and I know
its something that can last long.
but I am not the one,
and what I give will never be enough.
What I am to you, will never
be good enough.​

Sometimes its better for me to just let go
first because I gave you enough,
but now its time to help myself,
Its time I realize I am worth
something more than how I'm treated.
nothing you say will save this or
do will make it right,
I'll just let you go and help myself.​

So hopefully this reminder
will stop me from feeling bad
for feeling like
I am worth something,
and I will mean a whole lot
to someone someday,
too.
That person will hold me by their side
and say, "This one is mine,
worth all of my time, she is no secret."
I think I'll wait for that instead.​
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:( :( :( ♥
 
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Siberian_Khatru

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Awesome prose:

The Sound of Muzak by Porcupine Tree (lyrics by Steve Wilson)

Hear the sound of music
Drifting in the aisles
Elevator prozac
Stretching on for miles

The music of the future
Will not entertain
It's only meant to repress
And neutralise your brain

Soul gets squeezed out
Edges get blunt
Demographic
Gives what you want

One of the wonders of the world is going down
It's going down I know
It's one of the blunders of the world that no-one cares
No-one cares enough

Now the sound of music
Comes in silver pills
Engineered to suit you
Building cheaper thrills

The music of rebellion
Makes you wanna rage
But it's made by millionaires
Who are nearly twice your age

Soul gets squeezed out
Edges get blunt
Demographic
Gives what you want

One of the wonders of the world is going down
It's going down I know
It's one of the blunders of the world that no-one cares
No-one cares enough



​
 
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Wolf

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Siberian_Khatru said:
:( :( :( ♥
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Its all the truth, I guess I am a true fan of monogamy, that means the entire whole person not just half of them. Getting half of him was his way of showing me his own commitment to something that I was establishing all my energy into, its been that way since the beginning when I first confronted him last year about it, sadly he had his chance when he was pushing me to look at him and give my whole heart to him, when I did he changed his mind denied me his heart he promised to give me, which is a decision I can respect.. The reason I tolerated him since this beginning was the fact that he needed me, I wanted to help him, but I see I am not really needed, I can't fix him, I can't save him, only he can save himself.

I was surprised at how he thought that I would be okay with all of this. thats not how it works. I don't think I feel all that bad about that poem I wrote, only this part:

nothing you say will save this or
do will make it right,
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obviously I was mad, I don't think I could be that cruel or unforgiving, just less tolerable. However that reminder poem will be there to remind me why I am doing what I am doing, being strong for once.
 

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*apologies to any fans of Stabbing Westward, I know editing hurts the song sometimes,
in this case it must be done, but only in this case..in respect for this place *coughs* O_O*


Save Yourself
by: Stabbing Westward


I know your life is empty
And you hate to face this world alone
So you're searching for an angel
Someone who can make you whole
I can not save you
I can't even save myself
So just save yourself

I know that you've been damaged
Your soul has suffered such abuse
But I am not your savior
I am just as 'bad' as you

I can not save you
I can't even save myself
So just save yourself

Please don't take pity on me
Please don't take pity on me
Please don't take pity on me
Please don't take pity on me

My life has been a nightmare
My soul is fractured to the bone
And if I must be lonely,
I think I'd rather be alone

You can not save me
You can't even save yourself
I can not save you
I can't even save myself
Save yourself
So just
save
yourself
 
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INTERESTING BUT WE CAN NOT AT ALL EVER SAVE OURSELFS IN ANY WAY SHAPEFORM AND/OR MEDFORD,ONLY THE LORD JESUS CHRIST CAN ALLWAYS DO THAT FOR ALL OF US 26 HOURS OF EACH AND EVERY DAY AlLWAYS,GET THE PICTURE ON THIS NOW.PLEASE BE SURE TO....ALLWAYS BEE BLESSED ALLWAYS AMEN............
 
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Wolf

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OFM said:
INTERESTING BUT WE CAN NOT AT ALL EVER SAVE OURSELFS IN ANY WAY SHAPEFORM AND/OR MEDFORD,ONLY THE LORD JESUS CHRIST CAN ALLWAYS DO THAT FOR ALL OF US 26 HOURS OF EACH AND EVERY DAY AlLWAYS,GET THE PICTURE ON THIS NOW.PLEASE BE SURE TO....ALLWAYS BEE BLESSED ALLWAYS AMEN............
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Your concern is appreciated...thankyou. ;)
 
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Wolf

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Diary of a Mad Native American Chick
by: Lowanla (me)​

I'm not thin enough for you
My skin's not the right color
The way I dress is tacky
my eyes will not magically turn blue
My style is not up to date
I cannot make everybody love me
I cannot convince you I'm worth anything
I'm confused, did I have to convince you,
or did I have to convince the world?
I am not a sexy exciting person,
in fact I am rather bumbling,
I am clinical, cynical, rash,
I am a rather flawed person with very little cash
but something made you love me
with all that you say is wrong with me
I do not know what it could have been
Oh wait I know!
Maybe because I tolerated all your flaws,
your fears, and all your demons,
I even tolerated you being ashamed of me..
I did my best and tried to be good to you.
So next time you come near me
remember how you make me feel,
I can always change how I look,
I can drop a hundred pounds,
I can always become a controlled fake
like everybody else,
I can lose and dump all I believe in,
but I've lived in that world once,
I can see it from here,
with all the gossip, backstabbing,
self-worshipping people,
yeah, that looks like a lot of fun..
at least I am happy,
with so little that I have,
with who I am.
So you say you want to keep me,
but my flaws just won't do.
This is just who I am.
A strong, smart, intelligent,
Native American woman,
the free spirit that the MAN,
could not kill off a hundred years ago.​
 
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ur last poem Dearest Wolf awesome best 1 i love ever bee blessed allways amen....
 
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Wolf

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(Dedicated to the ones who lay their lives down to keep our country free,
Including, Army, Navy, Marines, Coast Guard, Air Force, and National Guard)
Happy Fourth of July! :D Thankyou ALL for all you do!​


"Citizen / Soldier"
Lyrics by: 3 Doors Down
Citizen Soldier - 3 Doors Down - YouTube​


Beyond the boundaries of your city's lights,
Stand the heroes waiting for your cries.
So many times you did not bring this on yourself,
When that moment finally comes,
I'll be there to help.​

On that day when you need your brothers and sisters to care,
I'll be right here.
Citizen soldiers holding the light for the ones that we guide from the dark of despair.
Standing on guard for the ones that we sheltered,
We'll always be ready because we will always be there.​

When there are people crying in the streets,
When they're starving for a meal to eat,
When they simply need a place to make their beds,
Right here underneath my wing,
You can rest your head.​

On that day when you need your brothers and sisters to care,
I'll be right here!
Citizen soldiers holding the light for the ones that we guide from the dark of despair.
Standing on guard for the ones that we sheltered,
We'll always be ready because we will always be there...​

There... there... there...​

Hope and pray that you'll never need me,
But rest assured I will not let you down.
I'll walk beside you but you may not see me,
The strongest among you may not wear a crown.​

On that day when you need your brothers and sisters to care,
I'll be right here!
On that day when you don't have the strength for the burden you bear,
I'll be right here!
Citizen soldiers holding the light for the ones that we guide from the dark of despair.
(Citizen soldiers)
Standing on guard for the ones that we sheltered,
We'll always be ready because we will always be there.​
 
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Wolf

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(this poem's for me, to keep myself encouraged...)​

Optimistic Heart
by: Lowanla (me)​

May my heart always be soft
against the modern stone age
may it always be open,
to understand, to be full of empathy
may it be broken everytime all over again
to pay the cost of future lover's sins wages
May it bleed optimism, beat music,
be life giving.​

May it find the time to give itself wholly,
entirely and without remorse or fear.
May my heart
finally meet its match
a rival who cannot be beaten by fears,
who can unmask me to reveal tears,
who is unlike me but heals all my years,
then attach, connected
by symbolic golden rings
to someone I may one day face to face call 'dear'.​

May my heart
heal by feeding on the love that surrounds me
may I grow and realize the world
has not ended nor am I dead,
when one relationship ends.​

May it realize
its worth and how strong it is
to carry others surrounding it,
May it be loved and realized
its worth by those surrounding it,​

May my heart
love, break, love, break,
love, break, love break,
and then love
beating the rhythm all over
again,
to the tune
of my life.​
 
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Wolf

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You really want to know why?
by: me​

I don't know what you want from me,
I am sorry for making you feel bad yet again.
I'm not strong enough to hold onto something
as intense as this. Its not your normal average
normal type of love. I can't read your mind
to tell if you are angry or if you still love me.
You never let me know, you never talk to me
anymore, I never see you, and you never call.. >_>.
I'm a very insecure person and yeah I do get
very lonely. I need more than feeling,
I need more than you just holding me.
Maybe I am rash to end things,
but I had a feeling you wouldn't
change for me anyway if I asked.
I don't want to force you to do anything.
With how you are acting, its like
we never were to begin with.
So I am sorry, if I make you feel bad, yet again.
Get use to it, if you don't want to let go.
But I need more than this, just for sanity's sake.
I really don't want to start a fight or a war,
...its just that I need more than this..​

anyway, sorry for embarrassing you,
yet again..​
 
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thankyou for calling me beautiful,
earlier, and for fighting for this love,
at least, I think you are,
you are beautiful too.
Thanks..
I love you.​
 
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Siberian_Khatru

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I think Tina Turner said it best, when she sang: "Who needs a heart when a heart can be broken?"



 
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