Lovesong Poetry

  • Thread starter Thread starter Lovesong
  • Start date Start date
  • Christian Chat is a moderated online Christian community allowing Christians around the world to fellowship with each other in real time chat via webcam, voice, and text, with the Christian Chat app. You can also start or participate in a Bible-based discussion here in the Christian Chat Forums, where members can also share with each other their own videos, pictures, or favorite Christian music.

    If you are a Christian and need encouragement and fellowship, we're here for you! If you are not a Christian but interested in knowing more about Jesus our Lord, you're also welcome! Want to know what the Bible says, and how you can apply it to your life? Join us!

    To make new Christian friends now around the world, click here to join Christian Chat.
Status
Not open for further replies.
they give refunds at wal mart on wendsdays only all of this year.go check thier at ur nearest wal mart and please let us all know how it works out for you i hope that it does work out for you of course.amen.
 
OFM said:
they give refunds at wal mart on wendsdays only all of this year.go check thier at ur nearest wal mart and please let us all know how it works out for you i hope that it does work out for you of course.amen.
Click to expand...

Oh snap, :p
 
Got it, haha. Paypal seems to take awhile to process refunds. When the money is fleeing my account, it's moved pretty quickly... interesting... :p
 
I was just thinking about this today so I thought I'd post some quotes from the Big Bang Theory, my fave
show. I needed a laugh.

Penny: ...So to get him off my back, I told him we worked things out.

Leonard: Really? How, how’d we manage that?

Penny: What?

Leonard: Well, did you apologize? Did you have to woo me?

Penny: Get over yourself. I whistled, you came running.

Leonard: Yeah, no, I don’t think so.

Penny: Okay, why are you arguing about this?

Leonard: I’m just saying, if we fake got back together, that’s totally not how it fake happened.
 


My Guilt
by: Lowanla (me)

Something expected is the perfect situation

It gives us a sense of control, but sometimes

something expected drives a person out of control..like me..

Sadly I hate being out of control, at least of my own life.

You want the truth about why I cannot bare

to leave you first, so that you may have peace of mind?

I would like to say "Love" but you don't believe me, you

don't believe in me, you don't trust me, so I will say something

more realistic...

Its Guilt, my heavy burden of guilt, for

all past present and future.

For the things you said, that it would all be my fault.

I am frozen and cannot move,

I cannot even live my life (yet what kind of life would I have..?)

for the burden of guilt torments me,

you didn't think I would care did you? ...I do, you don't believe it though.

So I strive and strive, with every poem or love song, I've tried everything,

even putting down my anger and dignity, once and awhile my fears,

No...I do not think I deserve to be with you, not if I cause that,

I do love you, I can't hurt you, ..I can't. Yet I cannot move to live.

This is a fear that is always there constantly.

You still don't think I care...?

You've no idea the torments in my mind and heart..

​
 
Wolf said:


My Guilt
by: Lowanla (me)

Something expected is the perfect situation

It gives us a sense of control, but sometimes

something expected drives a person out of control..like me..

Sadly I hate being out of control, at least of my own life.

You want the truth about why I cannot bare

to leave you first, so that you may have peace of mind?

I would like to say "Love" but you don't believe me, you

don't believe in me, you don't trust me, so I will say something

more realistic...

Its Guilt, my heavy burden of guilt, for

all past present and future.

For the things you said, that it would all be my fault.

I am frozen and cannot move,

I cannot even live my life (yet what kind of life would I have..?)

for the burden of guilt torments me,

you didn't think I would care did you? ...I do, you don't believe it though.

So I strive and strive, with every poem or love song, I've tried everything,

even putting down my anger and dignity, once and awhile my fears,

No...I do not think I deserve to be with you, not if I cause that,

I do love you, I can't hurt you, ..I can't. Yet I cannot move to live.

This is a fear that is always there constantly.

You still don't think I care...?

You've no idea the torments in my mind and heart..

​
Click to expand...


You know, 55 pages later of your poetry now, and I'm beginning to see a pattern here... ;)

We love ya, Lovesong. :D
 
Siberian_Khatru said:
You know, 55 pages later of your poetry now, and I'm beginning to see a pattern here... ;)

We love ya, Lovesong. :D
Click to expand...

Aww thankya little buddie! *hugs*
:D

A pattern? Not sure what you mean, I suppose with so many of my wierdo thoughts it may seem that way, but they are merely thoughts, and confessionals, things that are often better said than done.

I have to say it because its something that has been tormenting me from the very beginning, its not something I can go on being silent or "strong" about either. I guess someone was wondering my motivations of why I was still holding on to my relationship and that made me feel guilty. As you can see, I have a huge problem with guilt, I don't know why. This is the best answer I can give. I really don't know how to explain myself..

I don't think I will say that again. I think when I said it this time, it was what I wanted to say and how I wanted to say it.
 
ahh this song is perfect <3 even the instrumental
sounds like how I feel,
I sort of changed it to sound like a female version, Xp

Tears For Fears - Head Over Heels
http://youtu.be/4l5ClMr82F8

Lyrics:

I wanted to be with you alone and talk about the weather
But traditions I can trace against the child in your face
Won't escape my attention
You keep your distance with a system of touch and gentle persuasion
I'm lost in admiration, could I need you this much
Oh, you're wasting my time, you're just, just, just wasting time

Something happens and I'm head over heels
I never find out till I'm head over heels
Something happens and I'm head over heels
Ah, don't take my heart, don't break my heart
Don't, don't, don't throw it away (Throw it away...Throw it away...)

I made a fire and watching it burn (yeah) Thought of your future
With one foot in the past now just how long will it last
No, no, no, have you no ambitions, oh (What's the matter with...)
My mother and my brothers used to breathing clean air
(Nothing ever changes when you're acting your age)
And dreaming I'm a doctor
(Nothing gets done when you feel like a baby)
It's hard to be woman when there's a gun in your hand.
(Nothing ever changes when you're acting your age) Oh, I feel so...

Something happens and I'm head over heels
I never find out till I'm head over heels
Something happens and I'm head over heels
Ah, don't take my heart, don't break my heart
Don't, don't, don't throw it away

And this is my four leaf clover
I'm on the line, one open mind, this is my four leaf clover

(La la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la)
(La la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la)
(La la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la)
(La la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la)
(La la la la la, la la la la la) In my mind's eye (la la la la la la)
One little girl, one little woman (La la la la la, la la la la la)
Funny how...TIME FLIES!!![​
 
Last edited:
it looks like some of the lyrics were wrong, I didn't realize that when I found them. I heard the song before but I never actually listened to it. Oh well, the video I put there has the right ones - I think, either way it would have sounded good that way too.

my fave part of the song is when "Something happens and I'm head over heels"
starts in the song, and then t feels like a dreamy song that occurs when the sun rises. Thats what I like about it.
 


Remember me?
by: Lowanla (me)

Your love feels like an engulfing agony,
and it making me ache to my soul's marrow,
this feeling sets off my worst insecurities and fears,
they go off like alarms warning me to run and hide.

It's love saying, "remember me?"
I wish I wish I could, nothing stirs inside
does that upset you?
I don't know if I am trying hard enough,
I don't know why I don't see what you see.
I don't know how it works,
I don't know what to do.
I don't know how you remember me.

I run inside my head to my secret places of safety,
but all my protection and barriers don't stand a chance,
You're a judgement come for me,
all the preparation in the world
could not have gotten me ready for you.

This love,
its like a truth,
its like a judgement,
Its a destructive fire,
this love, this hate,
this consuming heart,
like vengeance for something
I've done to you,
this love,
that is you.

What you're suggesting are memories,
but my right side feels like its caving in,
sometimes I don't know how to handle it,
you feel so lonely to me
I don't know how to help you,
I want to help you, but I'm helpless
I run inside my head to my secret places of safety,
but all my protection and barriers never stood a chance,
You're a judgement come for me,
all the preparation in the world
could not have gotten me ready for..

for Love
that is you.

​
​
​
 


Where my heart is..
by: Lowanla (me)

why do you care so much about
about me being here?
Everyone has a plan for me
I've heard every version of how it
must be played out,
including yours,
there is no stability in any of it.
but its yours I choose to hear.
I will not, I cannot be without you here
I may be a liar with many faults, but my heart
is always broken and soft for you, that is my truth.
Daily I try to put on a brave face,
just for you.
Just as long as you are okay.
I will not go anywhere, without you,
I will not do anything without you.
I don't expect you to do anything for me,
but just to be you, as you are.
That doesn't make too much sense...
but that's how important you are to me.
Even if you are lying to me, I know you are not
I feel your suffering, and love for me.
I can feel your heart.
Mistakes and faults mean nothing to me,
I'd rather you be in the world, than not.
Every time you hold me,
I know that I belong to you.
Can you not feel my heart breaking for you?

​
 
Last edited:
Love's Doorway
by: Lowanla (me)​

You were looking down admiring oblivion gates
consumed by all the things you can't control
There are so many thoughts and unanswered questions
love use to be free but now it cost an arm and a soul
and when you've lost 'the good feeling', you become numb
sometimes you can't remember what love feels like anymore
Look at me, and use me, hold me, kiss me deeply, all over again
until our sorrow's torment begins to turn into the loveliest thoughts​

we'll make mistakes, we'll get this right,
we'll compromise, we'll get through the darkest nights.
Hold my hand, I'm understanding, I'm trying to see it your way,
walk with me a few thousand miles away from the edge,
to a place where all lovers rest right through love's doorway,
babe we'll be alright, we'll be alright​

I'm pulling on your arm
back into loves doorway
walk with me a few thousand miles
doesn't matter to me what you're doing or had done,
because my mercy for you is new every day,
you're the one for me, you make me happy,
Its not hard to forgive you babe
because its you, my sweet baby.​

and if you run out of hope
kiss me deeply until you feel okay
even if that means taking all of me
use me, hold me and kiss me
until you believe that you are loved.​

If you've been dreaming of love,
and spending the rest of your lifes time
with the one you love,
and those have always been in your heart
that is what you were made for
that is your true destiny
that is who you really are.
You think you don't deserve to be loved
but you, my dear
deserve love most of all.​

we'll make mistakes, we'll get this right,
we'll compromise, we'll get through the darkest nights.
Hold my hand, I'm understanding, I'm trying to see it your way,
walk with me a few thousand miles away from the edge,
to a place where all lovers rest right through love's doorway,
babe we'll be alright, we'll be alright​

Oh and
I believe in you,
I believe in you,
I believe in you.​
 


The Circle
by: Lowanla (me)

When promises wither to lies,
and forever fades into goodbyes,
Then with a touch of hello we reunite
cycling a new beginning each day and night
you can always count on this stone heart
to break to your touch every time.

Can this love get stronger or will it fade in time,
do you believe in it or is it just a temporary ride?
I'm just a failure and a mess up who keeps on trying,
cause you keep giving me hope that our love's not dying.

This isn't the easiest thing in the world,
Sometimes it gets to be too much
and I just can't take it anymore
I'm not as strong as you think I am
I hope when I take you back softly and forgive you,
that you will also take me back softly and forgive me.

I think I know what makes us work
the cycle we always circle back to
I hope we never break the circle
because my answer to your question
will always circle back to yes
because I am in love with you.​
 
Last edited:
I'm so happy I got a job now I can pay bills, find independence and
fulfill my "mwa ha ha" plans. mwah ha...*coughs* ha..
:D
*chases tail alone stops and coughs* TT___TT

I'm sick and dizzy I nearly ran into my sister today or maybe it was the wall...either way I have vertigo problems.. :(
*loses balance* Oof.
*coughs all over the people reading this* take some of my love...its free.. O___O *coughs*
 
Last edited:
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top Bottom
Back